why am i me

2008-10-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

Are you really worth it ?

Common sense tells me, no.

2008-10-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

Please don't retain.

2008-09-06T02:51:00.001-07:00

I wonder why it hurts to think about you.

2008-08-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I got a taste of what trembling with anger is like.

Anyway. Vernon Chong is such a fucktard. Playing around with us when he's the one being played. Now trying to save his reputation. Well I have this to say.

Go and fucking die. Just because you're from hwachong doesn't mean you're superior to us. Stop saying things you don't mean. Stop flirting with numerous girls, giving each the impression you want to date her make out with her fuck her. Life isn't all about sex and play. If you're deprived, go Geylang and get some chicks. I'm sure they'll be more experienced than us. Stop talking about sex all the time. Most importantly. Stop thinking you're some kind of sex god. And acting like you're experienced with sex. Even if you are, we are not interested. Stop pretending you enjoy talking to us when you don't. Also, what makes you think we would really want to have sex with a fat fuck who's fucked god knows how many girls ?! Stop being such a bloody hypocrite, telling girl A you like her and telling girl B you don't like girl A.

About saving your reputation. I don't imagine you have a very good one to begin with. All your talk about blowjobs, lesbian sex, threesomes, erections, boobs, skirts. Stop calling us dense. You're the fucking dense one to begin with. Believing all our crap at all. Do you honestly think that as best friends we'd just take in your crap, believe it was truely meant for us, and keep it to ourselves ?! Well if you do, let me tell you this, right from the start, you were being played. Alright. Just for entertainment. So stop stalking us. And to your next target, I wish her all the best. Hope she doesn't get coerced into having sex with you.

On a separate note. The only reason why I didn't tell you that you suck straight in your face earlier is because you're a bloody judo player and I didn't want to get punched in the face. But screw that. Go fuck yourself, sex despot.

2008-08-22T21:53:00.000-07:00

my new name is yuzhi's number 1 fan.

f.u.c.k !! ):

2008-08-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

I wana be faithful but I can't keep my hands off the cookie jar. (:

2008-08-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

I want to kill myself. Why the hell did he lie about his fucking age ???? I wish he'd stop talking to me.

My silence.

2008-07-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

My gosh, upon reading Edwin's blog, I figured he isn't such a bad person after all. I suppose I can't help it if he doesn't like me. At least he has a good charactor.

Like, damn nice. :/ Honestly! There aren't even that many really nice people in my life. As in, truly nice. Well I think his post is really thoughtful and kind.

WHATever, toh kincheng. SHutup. Haa.

Which reminds me, CHOMP waved at me right in my face today, despite my trying to avoid him by looking in the opposite direction, leaving me no choice but to wave back.

GOSH, I am like super petty. Hahahahahahahahaha. Since WHEN have I become petty. Never before in nanyang. Definitely not with girls, ever before. Rarh.

))))))))))):

My heart hearts!
I'm probably dying soon.

2008-07-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

I have a problem, in the form of teo yu zhi.

Fuck that.

2008-07-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

I feel the kind of sadness that makes me not talk, have no appetite yet eat alot.

Friday, 18th of July was a memorable day. Went for NYCO concert, it was damn good. I am so proud to have been part of nyco.

Saw lots of people, hung out with wen, ChiewLin, Natalie, saw Huiyi and her boyfriend TengWee. Haha and LOADS of other people. I really wish I was still in NY, cos everything's so pure and clean and at most there's politics and bitching. Rarh.

Ester Wendy and LimQing had solos, DAMN GOOD LUH !!! I am super humbled. Oh my gosh. Everything was so outstanding I was just goosebumping all the way. And MRS EE IS SO COOL ! Hahaha. She's my fave teacher of all time. Mental note to self: Must visit during teacher's day and give present! (: Okay I also saw lots of HC people (duh.) like ChanYi and Melissa who sat behind us and alot of the guys (:////) and SONGSIM ! Hahaha. Aww, he looks exactly the same. We should go out again some time soon. Since he's 3years younger than I am and no scandal is possible. And he looks older. Lol.

ChiewLin was updating me on alot of interesting stuff, some of which I'd already heard from ChenChi on Thursday, but still interesting. Hoho, apparently Khang Wen is some damn powerful person in HC now. Zai ! Lots of nanhua people in HC. Interesting sia !

Disgusting people I saw included Samantha Sim and Enhao. Oh my God, I really have a problem with SS. She looks like a pig and she's damn ugly and she's fat like a pig. And I wish goh wenyi would stop saying she has a bf. LIKE. Just because girl likes boy doesn't mean girl has a boyfriend. Especially when girl resembles a pig more than a human being. ARGH, that reminds me, I can't believe gohwenyi was deliberately swiping me with SS's dirty paper. EVIL SHIT ! Go and die. AND, she made me wait for half an hour alone at Raffles City Shopping Centre hahaha, gosh, imagine me shopping in all the boutiques in my horrible grey uniform ??

Took a photo with Pei Qian, my idol of all time, and talked to her for quite a bit. She is SO COOL LUH. Oh my gosh. Studying in Australia plus she looks damn hot! And her skirt was a quarter of her thigh. Hello, I wish my legs were as skinny, I'd totally wear such skirts. Rarh. (:

Wonder why Mrs Ee every smsed me to join alumni ensemble !! Considering all the PROS (2 of my previous SLs) were there, I have absolutely no right to be there. Okay that, according to PeiQian, is bullshit. LOL. But really, I am so glad I went to watch, I LOVE NYCO !!

Oh yes. I do not have a boyfriend ! I promise. Please stop asking me. I won't lie to you all one okay. So don't ask. (:

Went for subway after school with Enid Junfeng and Gab. Niceeeee.

Interview with Mr Jiow was very good. And he was nice to JingWen and I cos we're from NJC ! ((: He's a nice guy. And JingWen is much fun.

Now, time to work.

2007-04-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

HONOURS(:

proud to be part of NYCO.

2007-02-13T06:26:00.000-08:00

omfgmrseehatesme>>>>>>>>>

2007-01-20T04:26:00.000-08:00

WISHLIST

GWH
good prelim results
good o level results
good piano diploma results
good concerts
white tote MYUK bag
black s curve fbts
love
slim down
better figure
more brains
beanies
tote bags tote bags
deodourant
rest
happiness
skirts (op)
good school
mdm mak!
nice shorts
speak better chinese
white jumper!
new wallet
shoe bag
meg cabot books!!!
marshmellows(:
more slippers
sunglasses
nailpolish (anything but silver)
clothes

i need SOMETHING in my life.

2007-01-05T19:00:00.000-08:00

love

2007-01-05T15:58:00.000-08:00

morning. i figured i should update a lil about my week.

wednesday, first day of school:
hsiufan called me at 8 in the morning! the heck. i was sleeping like a pig, so i didnt get up till her second attempt and she talked to my mum( whom i think was sleeping). em. then i got up cos i couldnt sleep anymore and shitted around (doing nothing). then bao msged me and updated me about the day. then mingyi called me at 8 at night to update me. and i slept from 9to2 in the morning, then went for piano lesson. jona msged me till 3.30am in the morning cos he was the only one awake. and in the afternoon. and online. thankyou(:

thursday, second day of school:
i could barely get up. was late for mrs chin's carpool =/ omg. was freaking tired. school was boring, but cca spiced thing up. chenchi kept telling me how gross my mouth is/was (as if i wanted blood to start pouring out) and we went for audi rehearsal. oh and class was fun! cos mingyi and bao kept arguing about switching places. cos its currently like me, bao, mingyi, cheryl. and me and mingyi talk and bao and cheryl talk. but bao wanted to sit with me and so did mingyi and i was saying cheryl is my tablemate! ahaha so bao was asking me to switch with mingyi. which is the same thing. cos we'd be talking over each other's heads. (which has been going on for 2 days already). so, we are still at the same position. and bao claims we have to sit like that cos when we talk we spit so we must seat further away from each other. ?!?!?!? lol. so mingyi and i accused her of spitting when talking. HAHAHAH> and mingyi gets all the spit HAHAHA. okok. then i laughed at hsiufan and us laughing at her english till my stomach ached. ANYWAY. after the rehearsal, er we were supposed to have sectionals, but wtf, i dont know whats happening to our sectionS. the comm people (or rather, sec4s) were dont know where. then. hsiufan and i went to talk to mrs ee. oh yes. we msged her in class and she was like "if you are in class, do not msg me anymore." and we were freaked. ahaha. then i msged her to ask about sihui's ruan so i said "blahblah. im not in class.". and she went "ha ha." i was like, omg!. lol. then cheryl and hsiufan both laughed their butts off. so anyway, we went to talk to her, and it was so funny. i dont know how much to say, cos god knows who reads my blog. anyway, she refered to MS Ding as DING, and i practically died trying to keep myself from smiling. and then i went home and took another 2hours to finish my dinner.

friday, third day of school:
lessons were SO BORING. we had math and bao and mingyi were arguing over who's method was right/better. cos they were attempting to teach stupid me binomial theorem, which i really suck at. how is it that everything my dad specialises in i suck at!! like matrices, log, whatever such shit. and then i left before geog (and nagged at hsiufan to rmb this, rmb that, do this, do that) to fit on my braces. the rubber is hot pink. and gosh i look like a geek and i cant eat and my entire mouth aches like god knows what. gahhhhhhhhhhh. then msged bao and hsiufan. and couldnt eat. GOODNESS i'll have to eat poridge for 2years. (and i cant spell it). i went to sleep at nine cos i was so tired, my head was aching, and i just bathed and was CLEAN. and oh yuck, braces are so gross. the amt of food stuck in my teeth is unimaginable.

today, my only free day in the week:
i am starving but i cant eat anything. my jaws are aching from opening for so long, my teeth, gums are aching. i need the toilet. i look very very geeky, i need to settle ms ding's concert, the list, call her for invoice, tell her the number of people going, which hsiufan forgot to ask ytd so we'll have to ask today. currently my weeks are as such:
monday - hmp
tuesday - dazu
wednesday - piano lesson
thursday - NOTHING. (which in no time, will become something very full and packed)
friday - dazu
saturday - xiaozu (wonderful ms ding cannot make it. she started yelling at us for taking away her time slot when we tried to ask if she was free on thursday)
sunday - for a couple of weeks, ms ding's concert stuff. then i dont know what. work?

bahhhh. i need to attempt to eat something, and go to the toilet. CIAO.

OMG. my favourite song is playing. i dont even now what its called!

Your subtletiesThey strangle meI can’t explain myself at all.And all the wantsAnd all the needsAll I don’t want to need at all.The walls start breathingMy minds unweavingMaybe it’s best you leave me alone.A weight is liftedOn this eveningI give the final blow.When darkness turns to light,It ends tonight,It ends tonight.A falling starLeast I fall alone.I can’t explain what you can’t explain.You're finding things that you didn’t knowI look at you with such disdainThe walls start breathingMy minds unweavingMaybe it’s best you leave me alone.A weight is liftedOn this eveningI give the final blow.[Chorus]When darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt’s too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Now I’m on my own sideIt’s better than being on your sideIt’s my fault when you're blindIt’s better that I see it through your eyesAll these thoughts locked insideNow you’re the first to knowWhen darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt’s too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends when darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Just a little insight won't make this rightIt’s too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.Tonight, InsightWhen darkness turns to light,It ends tonight.

all american rejects it ends tonight.

anyway. thankfully my msg recounts today! and so i can msg freely once again. =/ oh yes. thanks to yunheng for giving me a soft toy and a box. (I have yet to figure out what to put inside).
OMG! ha ha ha ha ha. i just asked peiyan if she's dating randy and she said : haha maybe.
my wonderful period is late again. oh please remind me to write a list of stuff i bought from australia. yupp. BYEE.

2006-12-21T16:47:00.000-08:00

hello there!

ahaha. im just finished my breakfast. alone at home. did i mention how much i hate being alone? i am attempting to do my english hw and i got as far as this:

The first text I chose is a narrative – If you could see me now, chpt 15. The text is able to engage and relate to the reader. A few reasons for these factors is the writer’s choice of language, vocabulary and text structure.

WTF. please will someone help me. and i have NO IDEA how to do the bloody commonwealth essay will somebody please help! sucks la. HAHA. i realise that pervert guy if he is a guy at all cannot spell THEIR. anyway, my schedule for this week and the following is as such:

fri (today) dinner at grandma's house. the tangyuan thing, apparently. OH YEA. my bro went to his new school: jurong sec. to buy uniform and stuff. and THEN, this girl who likes him, called him ytd. she refused to tell him her school in their Pschool, then called him. and he was like 'say la say la'. omg. i really cant imagine the ahbeng he is going to turn into. he's gona become a twit! hahahaha. dono la. eh. so anyway. she's called jovina (sp i think) and last time she called was to ask what school my bro was choosing. lol! and, the funniest thing is, my mum just called and informed me that my bro and jovina are in the SAME CLASS!! ahahahaha. omg. and she warned me not to tease him. oh please, as if im in any position to do so. my love life is in shatters. andd, im not the one who keeps calling jovina his girlfriend. hoho. but he tells me the girls he likes. AND DID I MENTION. he makes me laugh a damn lot. i think its because i start listening to him. he's been doing it all along. i am such a lousy sister. ahaha. i mean i know he loves me alot cos he keeps trying to make me happy and i am so mean to him. whatever.
anyway. i really am attempting to finish my bloody work. i havent done any revision and my mum keeps nagging at me. and when i returned from australia sheena asked me out and ytd and acsI guy tried to ask me out. and i said cant and then the wonderful qn of what school im from came up and magically as always the conversation stopped. wtf is the problem with being in a top school? it is being labelled by those who arent and being classified instantly as snobs. which is because people automatically hate those who're better than them. which is why everybody hates me because i really dont deserve anything. this shit is making me depressed. anyway, the guy is the pinkpanther guy chuachiewlin cant stand! hahaha. HAHAHA.
tmr: xmas party at aunt's house. or is it sunday. tuition. szuan's bday
sunday: out
monday: xmas day. some celebration stuff
tuesday: nothing!. ie: study. i bet. hsiufan's bday
wed: NO PIANO LESSON!.
thursday: nothing
friday: nothing
saturday: OMG. i suddenly rmbered lc is in army alr! wtf. that sucks big time its xmas! and kieran sent me a testimonial: somthing like hope santa gave you what you wanted. in a much nicer way la of course. i didnt get any presents la! and xmas is not even here yet. -.- tuition. oh oh. comm outing apparently.
sunday: countdown party!! hahaha. its the funnest. i think. at nick's house. i hope they are organising it. they do it every year. its fun shit la.

hahh. em. im dead bored and there's hardly anyone online. i want to watch the holiday! does anyone want to watch with me. probably next week. say yes say yes!. haha. i'll be happy to go with anyone. cos people always ask me out at wrong timings, and when i need someone to go with no one's available.
em. thats about all. ciao!

oo sherwyn just asked for my add and im talking to PHELAN! hahahahaha. goh wenyi ar....... sherwyn just called maureen: maurice. im like. maurice?!?. wtf la. HAHAHAH. phelan agrees with me that enhao sucks big time!!! woohoo :D wtf man i am starting to sound like jonathan. em. haha I CANNOT WAIT FOR CCA TO START. though by then mrs ee would probably have kicked me off. omg haha i cant imagine hmp next year. x(((((((. i shall stop depressing myself.

australia is niceeeee! ((:

i love my (and hsiufan's) section did i mention. (:

2006-12-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

a wonderful photo from moi to one and all.

HAHA. who am i kidding.

2006-12-20T17:21:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. hey there. a crazy guy added me on friendster. asking to add him on msn. so i did. and then i went to read his friendster profile and i was like ?!?.

and THEN, i went to click a blog thingy. his blog as in. and i LAUGHED my butt off!. it is seriously ridiculous. quote.

'Warning:
..For Girls only..
Wonder how and why girls get "WET" by him?
Who is this "Bian Tai", "Pervert" that make girls cummed for more??
Why do girls send thier private naughty photos and videos (naked, legs spread open,show panty, bra,pussy , breasts ,nipples ) to him even ask him to keep thier worn , unwashed panties?
Why do Sexy girls, Netballers, Cheerleaders,Bikini Girls, Girls School Girls, JC/Poly/University Girls, Sexy Office Girls, Sexy Aunties and even Primary School Girls desperately want him to meet?
Why girls want his head under thier skirts to suck and lick for them?
I will leak out the Secrets.. and let you moan for more..
Add me in MSN Messenger and Friendster
Add me at your own Risk.
Highly Addictive.
Confirm make you..
..WET..
Strictly for girls only..
nottiboy134@hotmail.com
(highlight and paste to your MSN Messenger immediately)
Once added me in your MSN Messenger, you will be HOOKED for life..
Warn you 1st..
If you can't tahan the addiction, don't try..'

i think, the last 3 lines are seriously stupid. well i added alr. cant possibly unadd. and pls, i probably wont have time to talk to him. if he is a guy. ok of course he is.

more quotes.

'The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women - And What To Do About t..."Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women - And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes...-By David DeAngelo, Author Of "Double Your Dating"MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A "Nice Guy"Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys?Of course you have.Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.What's going on here?It's actually very simple...Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.And guess what?Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT.Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.'

i think that is right!.

his friendster profile is as such:
For Girls only.Do not add me in your friendster and MSN Messenger if you are not "womanly" enough to chat Naughty. Either you will get WET or get Pissed Off. I Warn you 1st.I understand some girls prefer to add me in thier MSN Messenger alone instead of Friendster , you want to keep your identity private.Email: nottiboy134@hotmail.comAdd me in msn messenger n' friendster. Add me at your own Risk. Confirm make you "Super Wet".I'm looking for girls who r studying in GIrls' school or JC, and those who love to sit open legged in school. I love to watch netballers, Cheerleaders, Hockey Girls, all those girls who wear Mini Sport Skirts.

i fit no where.

GAHHHHHHHHhh im so bored theres no one online. i want school so i can see PEOPLE. horrible english hw sucks. i have zero idea how to do the commonwealth essay.

2006-12-05T22:06:00.000-08:00

stupid tengwee made me do this-.-

You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

2006-12-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

i am having a horrendous headache, sore eye, flu, sore throat, and my period is due tmr. and i feel pukish.

anddd. yesterday my computer modem died due to a thunderstorm and the sidegate was spoilt and my PHONE BLACKED OUT. felt so disconnected from the world. hahahah.

ai. have been sleeping the whole day. literally. shall continue(:

2006-11-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

today spells FUN.

((: went to this drama perf my cousin's acting in. she's the narrator. yepyep anyway she's called sheena and sis is sharlene. and the story's on sheena's life story. oh man the start was damn sad and i was practically begging myself not to cry the after that IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!!! these guys (two of them) came dressed as girls they were acting as gays la then they were wearing super short skirts and they started DANCING and flirting with the guys in the front row. then i laughed till i cried cos it was super super funny. and there's this comic relief guy in front of jona and i OH MAN he's super funny. then the lead's first bf was dumped cos he's a nerd then he went like 'what should i do what should i do??' then the guy in front said 'go arcade la!' and it was damn funny!>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. i was totally laughing my butt off. and my mum is really full of crap. and she asked jona alot of funny stuff and the two of them's conversation was really funny. WHEE. cant wait to go with my cousin for the next drama perf hehehehehhh. SPELLS FUN!!! OH YEA and jona kept trying to matchmake me with lc some more in front of my mum omg!!. x( i am devastated. hahahha. anyway. need sleep.

<33s.

happiness is so wonderful. cant be bought.

2006-11-23T17:51:00.000-08:00

Dear Fucker...

You are my fuckin friend...

And I hope u know thats fuckin true...

No matter what the fuck happens...

I will stand the fuck by u...

I will fuckin be there for u...

When ever the fuck u need me...

To lend a fuckin hand....

To do a fuckin good deed...

So fuckin call on me....

Whenever the fuck u need me...

Fuck, i will always be there...

Even to the bitter fuckin end...

Send this fucking promise to all your fuckin friends to show your fuckin friendship and watch who fuckin sends it back to u...

and if they dont send it back....

FUCK THEM!!!!!!

F.U.C.K STANDS FOR

(F)RIEND

(U)YOU

(C)AN

(K)EEP

SO PROMISE ME WE'LL F.U.C.K FOREVER!!!!!!

bahahahaha. crude but well funny.

2006-11-18T06:00:00.000-08:00

i feel so much more.. mature. lol. as in thinking. shall blog some diary entries soon when i get the energy. didnt get anysleep at all ytd.damn tired...................................
i want to shop somemore damnit!. gah. nvm. civilisation is so welcoming. love everybody! got stuff for class but didnt get for lq leh. and ruan got. but the thing is, i want the stuff i bought for people, cos i hardly bought for myself. damnnnnnnnn how!!.

okok. i shall stop crapping. blog more soon.
love youall(:

oh yes. the malaria pills cause depression and tiredness. so i am not as crazy as i thought.

2006-11-03T17:08:00.000-08:00

oh god im leaving today. its so unreal. i totally dread it. looking forward to australia. though im going there for the millionth time. im planning it! with my bro's help. haha cos my mum's afraid we'll end up shopping everyday.

my period came today. damn. why am i always so unlucky. cried my eyes out ytd oh god im so damn damn tired now. i really dont know what im becoming. speaking of which, kieran told me ytd that he fell for his best friend. =/ my heart was really breaking for him.
went for choral night with chenchi ytd! gosh really didnt want to go. but i didnt want to cancel last minute. cos i hate it when people do that. lol. it was nice! saw loads of juniors. sharon krystal wenxin cherie yiping rachel. went shopping after checking in in the morning. bought homestay gift =/ i am so broke now. section owes me money for mic's present! and i owe chenchi money =(

i wish there wasnt so much pain inside. its damn 辛苦.
argh.

2006-10-31T19:55:00.000-08:00

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll meI ain't the sharpest tool in the shedShe was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumbIn the shape of an "L" on her foreheadWell the years start coming and they don't stop comingFed to the rules and I hit the ground runningDidn't make sense not to live for funYour brain gets smart but your head gets dumbSo much to do so much to seeSo what's wrong with taking the back streetsYou'll never know if you don't goYou'll never shine if you don't glow[Chorus:]Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go playHey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paidAnd all that glitters is goldOnly shooting stars break the moldIt's a cool place and they say it gets colderYou're bundled up now but wait 'til you get olderBut the meteor men beg to differJudging by the hole in the satellite pictureThe ice we skate is getting pretty thinThe waters getting warm so you might as well swimMy world's on fire how about yoursThat's the way I like it and I never get bored[Repeat Chorus 2x]Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gasI need to get myself away from this placeI said yep what a conceptI could use a little fuel myselfAnd we could all use a little changeWell the years start coming and they don't stop comingFed to the rules and I hit the ground runningDidn't make sense not to live for funYour brain gets smart but your head gets dumbSo much to do so much to seeSo what's wrong with taking the back streetsYou'll never know if you don't goYou'll never shine if you don't glow

SOMEBODYONCETOLDMEloveisapainfulthing

2006-10-31T19:18:00.000-08:00

Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] said:
._.'
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] said:
stop trying to assume that u noe everything best
kincheng f. said:
eff off

Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
see
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
ur now pissed
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
cos i revealed ur true self
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
when will u ever learn?
kincheng f. says:
eff of f la
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
zz
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
and stop spreading scandals and rumours
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
thats not going to bring ur reputation any further
kincheng f. says:
what?
kincheng f. says:
i dont spread any scandals you crazy idiot
kincheng f. says:
what the hell are you saying
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
._.'

Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
then again ur denying everything
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
ur weird
kincheng f. says:
WHAT?
kincheng f. says:
ok if youd tell me what youre talking about
kincheng f. says:
maybe i could comprehend you a lil

Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
..
Concert Success ! NiangZhu Aura - F33l T-8 P4s5!0\ 281006 [ ] says:
i wont go for choral nite unless i hav someone coming along... that is wenyi

fcxukingbas*.i just want to rip his heart out. and stomp on it.
BLOODYIDIOT!.

2006-10-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

MY SHUAIGE. ONE AND ONLY> ((:

all the loves. xDD.

..fudge.

2006-09-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

From the minute that you got my attention I was taken and I have to mention I was trying to not let it show But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go From the way that you came right to me Looking all hot with the style that threw me No one would've ever known it You would be the one who take this heart and hold it You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Do you know it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know You can san say anything you want to No stress 'cause I understand you We got a vibe you can't define Want everyone know that boy is mine We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me You take me there at times I feel I lose control Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know Please know this I'll always be right here And you don't have to look Nowhere else babe Don't think for a minute This love will change Oh you should know that Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know

i am so screwed.

Can you feel it coming down? Comes down harder, harder Comes down faster, faster You're burning HOT! You got my temperature rising Like El Nin - YO! (x4) Can you feel the fire in my eyes? What my lips desire can't be denied I can take you to a place where the sun don't shine Ohowowo, I'll meit your mind You could say I'm old fashioned But a circuit snaps when the temperature rises I'm all consumed by passion I need rain rain rain I'm burning up in here This drought's 'bout to disappear Rain rain rain I'm burning up in here Ready on not, open up You got my temperature rising Like El Nin - YO! (x4) Don't leave me till I'm satisfied I won't say no to something I haven't tried I won't object to my hands and feet being tied This girl don't khow 'bout being shy You could say I'm old fashioned But a circuit snaps when the temperature rises I'm all consumed by passion I need rain rain rain I'm burning up in here This drought's 'bout to disappear Rain rain rain I'm burning up in here Ready on not, open up And let it rain You got my temperature rising Like El Nin - YO! (x4) Can you feel it coming down? Comes down harder, harder(What) Comes down faster, faster(What) You're burning HOT! I need rain rain rain I'm burning up in here This drought's 'bout to disappear Rain rain rain I'm burning up in here Ready on not, open up C'mon and let it rain I need rain rain rain I'm burning up in here This drought's 'bout to disappear Rain rain rain I'm burning up in here Ready on not, open up And let it rain You got my temperature rising Like El Nin - YO! (x4) Can you feel it coming'down? Comes down harder, harder Comes down faster, faster You're burning HOT!

oof! ((:

2006-09-19T17:38:00.000-07:00

eyecandy

all the riches baby, dont mean anything

2006-09-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

oh man ros just said i look angry. =/ do i seriously look that horrid?

i finally changed my specs! 3rd one in less than a year. from blue to purple to pink. they last an average of three months. -.- friday was fun! i went to kap to study with chenchi. and she kept wacking my arm-.- the injection was horrifying!! i was entirely traumatised=/ and i was shaking like a leaf oh man when i got up i crashed into the stack of chairs behind!! omg. so embarrassing. hsiufan is an idiot!! HAHAHA. idiolising is no fun. xDD. hai sucks i have like zero time to plan syf placings. and upon discussion with cc i realise there is no really suitable way. BAHH. i have hmp now. thankfully i changed my specs. people have been giving me weird stares. oh man maybe its cos i look so black. gah. i am so dead for ruan exam. seriously seriously! okok. i better get going. mrs ee is scary. hahh. OKIE BYE!! tagtag! ((:

Troy: We’re soarin’, flyin’There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reachGabriella:If we’re trying So we’re breaking free Troy: You know the world can see us In a way that’s different than who we are Gabriella: Creating space between us‘Til we’re separate heartsBoth: But your faith it gives me strengthStrength to believeChorus #1Troy: We’re breakin’ freeGabriella: We’re soarin’Troy: Flyin’ Both: There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach Troy: If we’re trying Both: Yeah, we’re breaking freeTroy: Oh, we’re breakin’ freeGabriella: OhhhhTroy: Can you feel it buildingLike a wave the ocean just can’t controlGabriella: Connected by a feelingOhhh, in our very soulsBoth: Rising ‘til it lifts us upSo every one can seeChorus #2Troy: We’re breakin’ freeGabriella: We’re soarin’Troy: Flyin’ Both: There’s not a star in heavenThat we can’t reach Troy: If we’re trying Yeah we’re breaking freeGabriella: Ohhhh runnin’Troy: Climbin’To get to that place Both: To be all that we can beTroy: Now’s the timeBoth: So we’re breaking freeTroy: We’re breaking freeGabriella: Ohhh , yeahTroy: More than hopeMore than faithGabriella: This is trueThis is fate And togetherBoth: We see it comin’Troy: More than you More than meGabriella: Not a want, but a needBoth: Both of us breakin’ freeChorus #3Gabriella: Soarin’ Troy: Flyin’ Both: There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach If we’re trying Troy: Yeah we’re breaking freeGabriella: Breaking freeWere runnin’ Troy: Ohhhh, climbin’Both: To get to the place To be all that we can beNow’s the timeTroy: Now’s the timeGabriella: So we’re breaking freeTroy: Ohhh, we’re breaking freeGabriella: OhhhhBoth: You know the world can see usIn a way that’s different than who we are

omg. ive been singing the damn thing wrongly! hahhh. BAO IS GEORGEOUS AND FREAKING HOT AND SEXY. xDD.

bootylicious!

2006-09-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

lol THE MEMORIES!

hahh chewfei is a cutie.

2006-09-14T18:52:00.000-07:00

oh man. actually i reposted trice yesterday cos the com screwed up then hanged then died on me-.-

i am not angry anymore la! going to kap with chenchi today((: HAHA. school is becoming fun. spent tuesday informing jiaying about latest scandals. then mic and szuan kept bugging me about scandals. and gosh huiyi came to ask me some really out of point thing-.- apparently i have a new scandal resurfacing. oh man, do not scandalize me with an attached person, i will hate you forever. okay so anyway, spent yesterday's lunch gossiping in the toilet with cherry huiyi and chenchi!!! ((: it was really funny cos we kept teasing chenchi about siquan-.- then after that chenchi went off and they started annoying me. lol. i do not like him la for goodness sake. just because i am 'the only person in the entire com to talk to him' doesnt mean anything. except that im a nice person. hahh. I AM FEELING DARN LIGHT TODAY. cos i am free from liking anyone. arghh chenchi made me tell jona that ytd!!! i was freaked out. i hope a huge scandal doesnt result. so please, stop gossiping about it. it was a clean breakup!no mess involved. stop asking me about it, i'll feel darn depressed answering your qns. OKAY. stop asking. -.-

NEW FAVOURITE SONG!((:

You've been waiting so long I'm here to answer your call I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too Now, it's me and you It's me and you, now I've been waiting (Waiting) Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready I know what to do, if only you would let me As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right Here is where you wanna be I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too And now, it's me and you It's me and you now (Baby, it's me and you) I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now (Thinking bout making that move) Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now (Uh-huh) I've been waiting (Hey) Think I wanna make that move, now (Wanna make a move) Baby, tell me how you like it (Yea) Baby, I'll love you all the way down Get cha right where you like it, I promise you'll like it (I swear) Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret thang) Keep it between me and you It's me and you, now (Oh Yea-a) I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now (Move now) Baby, tell me if you like (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now (Yea) I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now (Gonna make a move now) Baby, tell me how you like it It's me and you Baby ill love you all the way down Get you just where you like I promise you'll like it(i swear) Just relax and let me make a move(it's now secret) It's me and you, now I've been waiting (Waiting) Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it It's me and you, now I've been waiting (Waiting) Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it

oof.

2006-09-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

~~i am very angry now.~~

chenchi is my one and only(scandal)!!
((: I LOVE YOU BABE!

2006-09-12T21:23:00.000-07:00

ha ha.

oh no..

2006-09-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

i am not emo! i am just mentally distressed. ha ha -.- chenchi called me at nine to inform me about songsim being sick! hah oh gosh thats so weird. as in a couple of hours after studying with me and laiweng he became sick! then i fell asleep till 11 and had to call sherwyn when i woke up to tell him that songsim couldnt pass him the stuff. and then he said laiweng and i made songsim sick! right. i think he made himself sick. HAHA. he really is quite funny anyway. MINGYI WAS RIGHT. i couldnt study for nuts. wrote three lines in 3hours. cos him and laiweng keep talking then i tried to sleep and they started singing molihua darn loudly. then i was getting chao exasparated and laiweng was laughing and trying to comfort me.
anyway, it was nice studying! i think. hsiufan is so crappy!! slight interruption here. cheryl mingyi and hsiufan are vandalising the board. with my 'boyfriends'. So. here is the list of my 'boyfriends'. -.-
gregory goh. katie the man. chenchi. (HA ha.) hoobert. songsim. (right.) siquan. (right.) enhao. (RIGHt.) secret lover number one. (??) cat drop. (??!) naomi. (??!) secret lover number two. (-.-) mingyi. (xDD) yandi. (?) jielun. (right.) sherwyn. (right.) baocheng. (ha ha.) cheryl. (HA HA.) and lastly. HSIUFAN. (right! totally.)
ok i am laughing. kind of. how amazing is that! oh man i began crapping over the phone with chenchi for ages. and my mum kept calling me gossip queen and asking me to hang up. oh no, i feel very sad for whatshisname oh siquan. love is pain!

CHENCHI IS FREAKING SEXY>!!

hahhhh. a shout out to you, you idiot. if you dare scandalize me and him, i will personally make sure you regret it for the rest of your life. like, kick you out of syf!

HAHAHA. ok. fine. i can imagine you rolling your eyes and going yea RIGHT. that is not possible, cos for starters id die of boredom playing daruan alone and also the section might die without you.

songsim has absolutely wrong priorities!! i think thats how you spell it. he said, concerts are DEFINITELY more impt than syf. and he said 'syf is just nothing, its concert thats most impt!'. i think thats the only thing i really rmbered. cos i awoke from my slumber and laiweng and i were totally like what?!?!?!?! and laiweng went 'syf is the most impt thing ever!'. actually PERFORMING is the most important thing ever. as in, making good music. but comparing concert with syf, i'd definitely choose syf!! hah. i think its people like songsim chco needs to worry about. wrong priorities-.-
i am sickeningly tired and loads of people are asking me to go study with them today. WHALAOEH. when im free you dont wana go with me then now keep asking me-.-

hsiufan says she rocks. cheryl says she stones. mingyi says hsiufan 'accidentally on purpose went past 406 again'. thus i END MY POST! hahh. boring day.

2006-09-10T21:49:00.000-07:00

it might never have been.

just before i begin complaining, i better freaking thank people for all that has gone well.

maf was a success. im thankful. finale was alright. im thankful. chenchi kept me alive. im thankful. damn thankful actually. im thankful that jiada threw water in my face, cos that means he finally isnt mad at me anymore. andd. im thankful i didnt freaking cry during maf. IHATE>>>>>>>>>

tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.

for the complaining part. im freaking sick. i have diarrhoea. ding is making me more sick. i am freaking horrible to everybody including sherwyn. god, he has every right to hate me. i dont know what is wrong with me. and he is like.. so nice. im like, looking at the conversation, and im like, oh god, why is he bothering to be so damn nice to a freaking stupid idiot like me?. AND. better still, huiyi and cher are cold shouldering me cos i talk to him. like for goodness sake im your SL. are you doing this to me?! after going through all the bitching and shit we arent talking cos of a GUY? so does not make sense. i cant study at all.

thankful for radio. it keeps me alive.

the bright side of life. sihui is talking to me on msn. mic and snrs came back to visit us during maf! so nice((: kieran makes me laugh at the dumbest things. jona is really nice. but i cant tell him so. cos he hates people complimenting him, for some reason.

AND SO. this is my interesting life.

realise loads of people's names have 's' in them.
songsim. siquan. sihao. sherwyn. mingshiang. hongshen. just to name a few.

i cant pick up the pices. i cant give you a reason. i cant hold on for too long. i cant get up when youre gone.

dirty lil secrets.

2006-08-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

I AM SO ANNOYED! just got scolded for my socks, my skirt, my teeshirt, my BRA. and to make things worse, i have to buy this five dollar gross ny bra which i do not want to touch and will never again wear if i am now forced to wear it, from MRS CHANG. how embarrassing is that. plus i sucked at pe assessment today for volleyball. i cracked my nail! how on earth do i go for piano lesson later. plus. mrs ee wanted to see me and didnt state why nor answer my msg. so i was freaking out till today she just went 'where did you get the tags from?' i was actually entirely clueless and gave her a blank look. am dying from exhaustion now. and i need to buy that horrible bra.

x horrible day.

ah well at least i won bingo many times in a row. xD. and passed my CHEM TEST! omg lol. dead tired now. wish me luck in surviving. yepyep. thats all for now. BYEE.

fashion hag(:
breaking free!

2006-08-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO!. days have been boring. here's a STUPID story by bao, mingyi and i. xD

///////- bao
/////// - kincheng
/////// - mingyi

THE GIRL WHO WAS KING KONG!

Once upon a time, in a tiny hut in the middle of nowhere, there was a girl called Krappy Krystal (or KK for short). There she was, under the moon, minding her own business, when suddenly, she started to turn into... into... a King Kong! Time of the month lah. She then swung her arms and to her surprise, many guys began swooning over her. She was shocked as she thought that she was the ugliest girl/King Kong ever! The boys ran towards her, shouting things like, "That is the most magnificent armpit hair i've ever seeen! Tell me how you grew it that way!!!" and "How shiny are you chest hair! Just like King Kong." etc. KK was embarrassed and angry, not knowing what else to do, she smashed a sexy fist into the guys' faces. Blood spurted out of their hairy nostrils and ignorant eyeballs and shot right into KK's mouth! KK gurgled and found that stupid guys' blood worked better than Listerine! So she kept gurgling till she got high and started roaring uncontrollably. The guys were blown away by KK's horrendus breath and extreme body odour that they started vomiting their hair out of their mouths. KK (bao left at this point, so mingyi and i continued the story) realised that the guys ate hair and was grossed out, so she picked them up and swung them round crazily till she suddenly saw hoooobert! She gasped in shock! there in her hairy a nd mucus-filled hands, she gripped a little creature who was ac tually KK's ex and was a stoopid freaking jerk who caused KK to turn into KK during the 'time of the month!' She stared at her dwarf bf. Actually, no one knows this but her heart is actually blossominhg with flowers just having the thought of Hoobert. She stared at him, flickering and barring her eyelids and armpithair! Hoobert chocked at the dust flickering from her armpit and asked her (once again for the millionth time) if KK wanted to have *** with him. KK was disgusted and migically turned back into a pretty girl with big ***** and bimbotic style, just like Hoobert liked. They battered their eyelids at each other and Hooo was about to propose to KK when suddenly out of nowhere, a puff of smoke appeared and Kelvin Tan stepped out of it and battered his eyelids at KK. KK gasped and shouted 'go away, you idiot!'. IT said in an ultra sexy manner, ''hi, i am totally in love with mother hen. please grant me a mother hen!' KK knew the truth- KT was actually in love with KK but he was too shy to say so. She looked at KT and saw him blushing and smiling shily up at her. KK's heart was pounding furously. She gazed up up at KT, 'will you marry mother hen?' she grinned, higly concerned for the welfare of her gorgeous friend, who she knew had a humonguous gigantic crush on the ever sexy KT. he stuck his tongue out and licked KK on her ear. "NO! all i want is you baby!' he said in a deep sexy low voice. KK's heart melted and fluttered into pieces. At the moment, Hooo barged between the two of them and shouted angrily at KT. 'get lost you freak! dont try and steal my baby!' KK went very quiet and announced seriously that she was actually in love with SIPEI! she had always gossiped about sipei bewing leibian and had always announced this. actually, deep in her glass heart, she was in love with SIPEI! KT and Hooo were horrified. KK started laughing and said 'just pulling your legs, you freaks. the guy i truly love with every fibre of my being is PAUL... "nah?" said KT, his eyes round and glass-like, sweat rolling down his forehead in anticipation. "Tan?" said Hoooo, face scrunched up in anger. "no!" said KK, looking hot and outraged. "Its Paula Abdula you freaks!!" KT and Hooo fell back in shock. "you are a lesbian! oh yuck!" "and to think i even french-kissed you!" Hoo muttered under his breath. KK tossed him a dirty look and without pausing a beat, bav e him a tight and well deserved slap. Hoo cried tears of blood and died from over bleeding. KT was sooo shocked at this that he decided to show KK a comforting video of Holland scenery, however, he mistakenly slot in a tape containing the PCCG "educational" video. Then KK and KT became... well... the rest is up to your imagination.

THE END!

xDDand that marks the end of one of my stupid stories. the other one is FUNNIER! hahahaha. okok. there is hmp now and i am so overloads stressed and dead. more updates soon. meanwhile BYEE! ((:

2006-08-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

some days life just becomes pure bullshit.

victimize me.

2006-08-02T23:52:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOO.

i am suffering from depression. got 9/45 for my chem paper. i need TUTORING FOR IT! seriously. would anyone care to tutor me. im hopeless at it. not that im gona need it in the future, but still, i need to score for olevels at least. oh yuck. i just read my older post upon clicking on it by mistake. it is SO GROSS. no WONDER someone hates (or rather, hated) me. i would too. lol. i need to study indices. i so suck at it. reading a niceeee book now. something like at the other end of the rainbow or something. its sooooooo nice! its about this two best friends who've know each other since they were 5 and they actually like each other but they just dont dare to tell each other since they're supposed to be 'best friends' and so the book goes on for about a million pages till they finally get married at the last page, at the age of 60+. haha. that reminds me, im supposed to be doing hmp work for myself and wen. -.- havent blogged for ages. ha ha. oh. i got full marks for my math quiz!! HAHA. havent gotten full marks since the first quiz at the start of the year. speaking of best friends, i havent talked to hubert for.. ages i think.

we had performance on tuesday! i realise that everytime we go on stage, we play really softly. lol. i realised halfway through one and a half chords that my very soft playing was actually real loud. lol. and then we saw the very nice and sexy enhao and cher's friend and she and me and cc started laughing and puking. ha ha. i shouldnt say this, he reads my blog. that reminds me, jiada is angry at me! for supposedly not turning up for a.. a.. meet. haha. okay something like we were supposed to study together. but he didnt even confirm with me! as if its my fault. anyway, i bought him something to say sorry, if we ever talk again, i'll pass it to him. i havent talked to loads of people for ages i think. sighh. anyway, back to concert. some china performance was SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY FUNNY!!! some guy solo breakdanced halfway through a percussion piece. we were all extremely amused, and by the end of their item, i was crying from laughter. haha! the reception was really nice, i was starved. ate at top speed (gobbled down TWO pieces of chicken!) then went up for new com results. apparently im sl! i was like having a heart attack. not exactly a heart attack, but i didnt want to hear the results! having mic as our sl is so much more normal. rah. ruan forever! hahaha. ok. so anyway, cherry's pipa sl, peiyan's yq/dj sl, hsiufan's liuqin sl and im ruan sl. gosh it was like so awkward when they were announcing the liuqin sl!! cause neither sharon nor andrea dared to say it. i wasnt exactly functioning properly, but i do remember. then andrea went 'liuqin sl, hsiufan.' i was like ha ha! actually, i was kind of numb, but at least, i could process that it wasnt expected! (i think). ok not expected from our sections, but very expected from all other sections. haha. ah well. then i hear my name being announced by sharon in this indifferent manner, and i kind of.. i dont know. i wasnt functioning very well. haha. so anyway, i went up there and cherry had this shocked look (about liuqin sl) so we started commenting. HA. that reminds me, at least ours views about a certain someone are the same. she is so yuck bitchy! hai. i hate her much less now though. no idea why. i dont think about her, unless she's right in my face and irritating my butt off. she is quite.. oblivious to people though. i mean, cant she tell people she loooves so much really hate her. -.- im sure she hates me, its ok. mutual feeling. oh ya. suddenly hsiufan told me im tanbo sl. ha ha. i so did not believe her. till cherry told me it was true. but it wasnt written on the board. so i didnt really accept it. (in fact, even now its kind of hard to accept). ha ha. hushen and cassandra have both fallen asleep on their tables. we're that tired. i think im going to have some sort of breakdown soon. i need to go and study chem and math and everything and prac my ruan. oh yuck i just changed all my xians they sound so yucky! i hope cc is not mad at me. she doesnt seem mad. which is good. i mean. its much more civilised than to grumble and cry over it. I LOVE MY SECTION. god. cherie currently has a higher post than me! she's assistant treasurer, huiyi's treasurer. haha. so pro. we were talking alot on the way home. as in, me and cher. omg. i need to hand in HMP WORK. im dying from stress. cant wait for SYF PIECE! haha. i hope its freaking nice(= i must rmb to give sai the tajike scores tmr. gosh i need to study now. more updates soon.

meanwhile, LOVE YOU GUYS!! x)

2006-07-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

whalaoeh. my name sloganized is 'please dont squeeze the kincheng.'

wen's is 'Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' Wenyi.' SO NICE LAR. -.-

HAHAHAAH. chenchi's is 'the too good to hurry Chenchi'

omg! nat's is damn nice!!! 'The Natalie of Champions.'

HAHAHA. huiyi's is 'I am Stuck on Huiyi, 'Cause Huiyi's Stuck on Me.'

HAh. mic's is 'Loves the Michelle You Hate.'

kay szuan's is 'Fall Into The Szuan.' !! lol!

haha. sharon's is 'Have You Forgotten How Good Sharon Tastes?'

ding's is 'Solutions For a Small Dingxiaoyan.'

OH MY GOD mrs ee's is 'Obey Your Mrs Ee.' !!! that is so like ?!?!?!?!

heh hubert's is 'A Glass and a Half in Every Hubert.' xD

heh! jona's is The Jona Of A New Generation.'

woo!! kieran's is '151 Countries, One Kieran.'

HAHAHAHA. this is fun. xD

2006-07-07T19:43:00.000-07:00

Panic at the disco
i write sins not tragedies

Oh, well imagine
as I'm pacing the pews
in a church corridor
and I can't help but to hear
No, I can't help but to hear
an exchanging of words.
"What a beautiful wedding."
"What a beautiful wedding,"
says a bridesmaid to a waiter."
And, yes, but what a shame
what a shame the poor groomsbride is a whore."
I chime in with a,
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of . . .
Well in fact,
Well I'll look at it this way:
I mean technically our marriage is saved.
Well this calls fora toast so
Pour the champagne
Oh, Well in fact,
Well I'll look at it this way:
I mean technically our marriage is saved.
Well this calls fora toast so
Pour the champagne.
Pour the champagne.
I chime in with a,
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door? No?"
It's much better to face these kind of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.

pure panic.

somehow, kieran can always make me laugh. -.- full of crap.

2006-07-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

haha. havent blogged for years. in class. shall blog starting from third week friday. had cca and went to kap to bitch! was really fun. then went overseas the next week. was really fun too! hahah. i am actually looking forward to going australia eoy. had camp concert then CO concert. was FUN!! really. haha. would say it was successful. went to kap on tuesday. gosh. gossiping with lyd cher esther wenxin. was fun! hahaha. i really think that when im with lyd huiyi nat chenchi cher, the topic i dread keeps coming up. ie, sl, syf, positions, skills, blahblah, blahblah. -.- according to either cher huiyi or lyd, its because there's nothing else to talk about. whalao like since when?! lol. my arms are seriously aching like mad, just carried a whole box of math files belonging to my class down from the staff room. nearly died. some math teacher in a pink shirt told me to use a trolley. lol! i wanted to tell him trolleys practically dont exist.
HI I AM WENYI OMG IM SO NICE YAYYAYAYAYAAYAY I ROCK THE WORLD> AHHAHA

-.-ew. lol. had vball during pe nearly died!! met jonathan on concert day. he is so nice! at least much nicer than i expected. lol. I AM SO BORED. lol. how weird is it to know someone since sec1 and not see him. oh man that reminds me ENHAO IS SO WEIRD! i hope he doesnt read this. saw him during first item of concert, told chenchi, who then spent ages kicking my chair and kept asking why he went. went online 2days ago, he said 'HI' immediately and something like 'do you know why ionic bonds conduct electricity?'. -.- i said 'i dont know' then minutes later he said wrote me an answer at least 15sentences long and said something like 'number1 mugger's answer! (: ' i told wen and we nearly laughed our butts off. WEN AND SAM ARE IN MY CLASS!! hahahahhaha. talking crap. FUNFAIR WAS NICE!! oh i saw kieran! haha. as in i brought him around. cassidy came too. he bought me half a cactus! haha. lol i am HIGHHHH. 1.5hrs of chem by mr ng my last year math teacher later. wish me luck. i suspect i really need it. wen kind of bought me a plant. lol and she stole my other plant la!! lol.

that reminds me. melissa is the next president of strings, sipei is vicepresident. !!!!! how shocking is that. hahahahahhhh. i am so gona run for sl. hopefully not against chenchi. omg. i might just die. hahahhaha. WAHH. im hyper. need to eat. 987fm is NICEEEE!! which reminds me theres dazu with mrs ee later. hai. oh apparently there're rumours going round that huiyi's gona be next vicepresident! COOL!!! i hope she gets it. hahahhaha.

omg, BAO wants to use the computer. i must get lost! HAHAHAHAH. byee!!! (:

hi this is bao!!! kingkong is so freaking lame! However, due to unknown law of physics, /I/ am taking over the computer. Thank you.

HAHAHAHA. (= love my darlings WHEEE. xD

2006-05-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

cjfkxl;tgjrkel;!

life is horrid. shall BLOG. after not blogging for ages. lol.

FRIDAY. friday was a significant day. because it was the last day of school, and also because we hosted some competition thing. the prischool kids were so cute!! and theres some guy from my prischool called 'zhouSHIcheng'. ahemahem. i practically fainted. he made it into the top 30. the finals were cute!!! expert=hen3 hui4 zuo4 zhe4 zhong3 dong1 xi1 de4 ren2. HAHAHAHA. hm. cca was alright. mrs ee is scary! haha. oh. i met eggie. he looks exactly like he does in his photos!!
SATURDAY. meet the parents. ew. improved. 60+ percent. oh my. the hmp lowest result reflect in the report card is 17. and my mum went 'who got 17??'. i said 'huh?? got meh? dono. write wrongly.' lol.

this had been a SAD week. i currently have 2free sundays in my whole holiday. finished SOCIAL STUDIES!! wondering if i should pay mingyi 30bucks to finish my xuexidangan for me. hahaha. AH WELL. more updates later. BYEbye.

ps. wenyi is a FATASS and i LOVEHER!!! haha. xD

2006-04-14T04:32:00.000-07:00

February baby personality

Abstract thoughts.
>>>Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing
>>>personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.
>>>Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
>>>goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
>>>aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
>easily hurt.
>>>Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes
>>>unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
>>>Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
>>>Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not
>>>outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn
>>>to show emotions.

not entirely true.

happenings in two weeks:

zhiyang won.
mum's birthday lunch. saw her friends their guys meiting shawn aidan. sat between meiting and aidan. aidan is so crappish! this is probably the time i talked to him most. made mum stars in glass.
mum's birthday. had dinner at swensen. dad was overseas.
dazu. was fun. enhao is so ----. poor wen.
flag day tmr. might be fun.
fkload of work.

NY FUNFAIR. BUY TICKETS FROM ME! 10bucks 1July Saturday!
zhiyang's coming.

2006-03-28T21:04:00.000-08:00

climbed up to the fourth storey again. mrs westvik just informed me i did nan zhong quan well. LOL. adrian mole is very cute. i wonder if ive been spelling his name wrongly. i want to sleep. and didnt cut my nails. piano teacher sure to kill me. argh. my class performance is 17april. mingyi's presenting soon. she better not mention me. heh. better go before westvik starts nagging.

given up on ACSneighbour. very sad.

2006-03-28T15:58:00.000-08:00

climbed to the fourth storey for english elect. saw ACSneighbour this morning. though i was late, the screwing clock stopped at 6.15 and mum told me i had lots of time left. suppose to go down at 6.20. i literally ran down. dr LEE is only here on mondays and thursdays. need to confirm what work to do. 3weeks overdue, at least. better go. mrs chitra says she can see what we're doing and to get out of our blogs.

2006-03-28T03:38:00.000-08:00

rahh. today is a extreme day.

was late in the morning. performance was alright. fun actually. carrying yangqin is fun too. saw peiyan's mum. kept thinking of her as peiqian's mum and wondering why she was watching ny's lunchtime concert. ate loads of twisties.

peer tutoring. i actually fell asleep. freaked myself out. i was actually dreaming about ruan and liuqin or co or something, cause i rmb lydia when i woke up. and i was wondering why the hell was it so noisy. then i realised quite horrifiedly that i fell asleep while peer tutoring. (actually, i just put my head on my hand, but somehow, i slept for half an hour or so)

got home. after 2weeks of not seeing ACSneighbour, finally saw him. suppose to go 'hey hi.' and say 'do you play the guitar?' instead, he said 'which floor' and i said 'um thirteen please'. omg. i hate myself. i was totally suffocating myself and unable to say anything, obviously.

to make things worse, i got shawn's birthday wrong. its already over. plus, my number is not even recorded in his phone! (he changed it i think) and then, my mum keeps nagging and my dad thinks perfect10 is noisy.

talking to lucas now. his blog is so funny! anyway, thanks to my procrastination, got a crapload of work to do. have to go.

adrain mole rules!

2006-03-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

hii! its el lessons again. ppt presentation! lol. just had CHEM LAB. made CRYSTALS. hoho. mine look nice but i didnt even know they were crystals. idiotic wen is skipping hmp again later. RAHH. saw my ACSneighbour this morning. didnt say hi. SIGH. there's something wrong with me cant say hi to certain people. BAH. went swimming ytd!!! okay. more like went to soak in the pool. wahaha. family went to pray eat discuss grandma and see grandma. i took too long to bathe so didnt go. had to cook dinner myself but obviously, i cant cook, so i ate potato chips which cost me 2bucks 2 cans of drink and a bar of chocolate. lol went swimming. met aurobind's friend who's name i do not know. his friends were doign crazy sommersaults into the water. he told me they were 'psycho'. lol! adrain mole is so cute! cassandra just presented. it was great! her english is great. hushen is very nervous i think.
hope that hmp guy is sick. better go. westvik's nagging. blea.

2006-03-23T18:51:00.000-08:00

Hello.Its english lessons. boredom! sigh. i am so happy today. saw my ACSneighbour in the morning. my neighbour (hinyang's mum) was talking to me about cca. asked if nyvball is good. i was like, pause, pause, quite good. cause i dont know anything about vball, but obviously nyvball is good! lol. okay. then she asked about 'ochestra' and i went yes! practically before she finnished her sentence. LOL! and so we were talking about co and then she suddenly went ~~~ morning! (i didnt catch it) and i turned to my left and guess who i saw! my ACSneighbour! i think i wasnt thinking very well, it was morning. anyway, he smiled, and he said, hey hi. and i was like, omg, he is SO CUTE WHEN HE SMILES. i just wana die. xDD wahahaha. and so im in a good mood now for once. hahahah. trying to finish laiweng's letter. its ultra hard to write. i have zero free time. going to watch duael this sat! haha. currently reading this adrain mole book 'adrain mole and the weapons of mass destruction' is like ULTRA FUNNY!!! hahahaha. okay mrs westvik is nagging at us. we have four minutes left. shall blog another time soon. xD
wenyi is a fat pig! xD plus, i hate the hmp guy. hope he gets sicker and dies. xD wahaha.

2006-03-19T19:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
havent blogged since.. ages ago. heh. having english lessons now. shall blog!

obs
day1: went to pungol jetty. introduced to our instructor: kenny. residential. MARSHALL! grouped with 314people. yay. did belaying, knots, tents, trust fall, orientating, packed bag for 2days 2nights. had to put everything in 3bins 5bags. terrible. can food and biscuits. slept in bunk.
day2: morning pt. kayaked to camp2. capsized, saved, kayaked. did absailing, yucks! dinner, had to cook like a primitive, pitched tents and slept in them. oh i was food ic. yikes, musnt mention food, feel really disgusted. um had a briefing for next day's kayaking. sea expedition.
day3: damn tired. kayaked to pulau seduku (according to ruthika. i only know we kayaked to some mini island with rocks and nothing else). pee-d in the ocean once. yucks! um. kayaked for nine hours, eight and a half to be exact. really wanted to die. thank god wasnt raining like the ri camp lol. currents were freakingishly strong. really annoying. crossed channel to pasir ris. crushed cans! lol. did night watch till 12.45 then went to sleep. in tents again. DIDNT BATHE FOR TWO DAYS ALR (SINCE DAY2) WAS TERRIBLE.
day4: kayaked back to CAMP1! joy man joy. had lunch man the collection of food is like a jail. WASHED our own stuff again ( i washed alot, cause i was foodic) DRIED our stuff. rockclimbed!!!! SK2 HAHAHAHHAA. man that was funny. marshall rocked! but boonwee rocked too. hahahha. munchi was slow and funny!! kay. slept like a pig.
day5: morning pt. haha no more 3rounds around OBS! breakfast jetty jump packing last circle HOME SWEET HOME!

i learnt to appreciate civilisation so so much man.

ok i'll blog some other time. math now!! hahahah. byexD

oh yea. 10birthdays at least this month!
valerie, shirley, jamie, david, karen, rach, kieran, cant rmb who, cheryl, shawn, some more! hm. update soon. bye! =D

2006-02-15T20:41:00.000-08:00

ack. im having terrible mood swings.

his gf is called NATALIE. omg. i must refrain from cursing.

ps. ponned hmp twice in a row. went to eat with jared. he is nice. getting me ripples slippers!!
wahha.
thanks guys for all the PRESENTS. iloveyou!!

xD

cash machine.

2006-02-11T07:47:00.000-08:00

whee~
today was fun tiring and mad. hahaa. went to school for xiaozu then orchard to meet rachel then raffles place to meet my mum and get my bag then went orchard to shop then went raffles place to eat. lol!
received/receiving:

ripples flipflops roxy pencilbox ripcurl schoolbag blahblahblah

i need to sleep. dead tired.
whee. bye!! xD

2006-02-05T00:19:00.000-08:00

cc: dead your head! im blogging just to go against you. haha! anyway there's lion dance at my bbq pit downstairs now! im going down any moment. okay its started.
anyway life's boring and terrible right now. ACK. my birthday's in a week! woohoo.
wishlist:
ripcurl school bag
ripples flipflops
roxy pencilbox
op skirt
new shirts
fbts
nice life
happy life
brains
HIM

omg. i just cant stand it.

2006-01-28T07:15:00.000-08:00

hello! haha. cny ytd was fun! went back to nh. it was hot and sticky and stuffy and fun. bainian-ed to teachers. and then. rach and chiewlin went with me to plaxa sing. argh. talking about plaza sing. -.- stupid kieran asked me to go there saying there was a camp meet and the next i knew there was this whole group of girls and guys and the only other camp person i knew was cassidy, his COUSIN. UM. i shall not say much, cause i will feel very very sad and stuff. so i shall shutup! anyway, his hair was cute. hahahah(: he sprayed it green and purple. well actually i do have something to say. if. people want to ask other people out, they should really be more tackful. instead of. asking them out. and lying. and. leaving them there like idiots.
i am feeling very terrible now. PLUS. the song on channel8 is simply terrible. some pig song. as in, a song about a pig. -.- stupid. haha. good thing i have david to keep me happy and laughingXD heheheh.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS. iloveyou all(:
plenty of dressup and fun and money coming on. yay! (:

i shall go pretend to be very happy again. (LOL)

2006-01-26T18:04:00.000-08:00

oof. ytd was really fun. had cny celebrations. haha. performance was good i suppose. first performance for the year(: huiyi loves gregory goh. =/ shall not comment on him. haha. ate so many pineapple tarts, all shiru and sai's fault can! and THEN, i went to kap and ATE again with wen cass and yangzhi. met jiada and his friend there. omg. i forgot his name. i know it ends with 'ra'. lol. jiada taught me how to rmb. e_ra. cant rmb! bah. and then.. bought him and ice cream. then ate and ate. hai. was quite fun. and jiada's really lame and funny and crappy and nice. lol! wen is going to die. talked nonsense. and i am going to kill her. hm. then went home. wen cass yangzhi went for training. i stayed with the guys till jiada went for class outing. the other guy had something else on. then took home jiada's shirt cause he didnt want to carry it-.- to the steamboat. then mm saw alot of people. yonghui shionyee alot of cello bass people and cassandra! forgot to tell chiewlin about it! hahaha. she will flip i think. meeting chiewlin to go back pri school later. twelve. then going out with clique. and drop by to meet kieran and the rest of my camp friends. lol. thats about it. oh YA. sihui went to school. ny as in. wen saw her! i am so devastated. and chiewlin said i was more excited about her than gregory. DUH. he is ___. sadly by the time she replied i was on the way to kap. haha. and for some weird reason chiewlin and i were talking about sihui and wen was on the phone with rach and repeating what we said to rach. which was like,
me: sihui daoed me!
chiewlin: did she bring her phone?
me: who sihui?
chiewlin: sihui
me: ya la of course
wen: ( to rach)she brought her phone!
wen: (to rach)SHE BROUGHT HER PHONE!
me and chiewlin: HUH? why are you telling stuff about sihui to rach??

LOL. that was funny. hai. my mum is pissed at me now cause i told her to go to hell. oh well. shall go bathe and see what to wear now. or i'll be late. haha. ciao!

2006-01-21T22:34:00.000-08:00

i feel this thing called confusion. ack. lc's girlfriend is cute! heheheh.
its probably a miracle to some people i mentioned this. oh well.

stupid maths stuff and english editorial. i am so procrastinating. refuse to so much as touch it. they're overdue. x|

2006-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

jerk.

come lets all be slaved by grades.

2006-01-18T03:02:00.000-08:00

heyy! im still alive(: perfect10 is OOFy. haha. school has been really boring, but my class makes up for all the boredom. very very funn! haha. and im the math rep. LOL. rushing people to hand in homework is no fun. haha. shenyang girl sitting next to me. oh gosh, its a nightmare. i dont understand her. seriously, i have to improve on my chinese. oh ya, its my turn to 'share' on a certain issue in chinese next thursday. eeks! wish me luck. i'll need it. haha. love everybody i know. stay happy. loves!
(:
i love acting happy.

2006-01-14T18:59:00.000-08:00

JAMELIA LYRICS

"Superstar"

People always talk about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
All the things they're all about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Write it on a piece of paper,
Got a feeling i'll see you later.

There's something bout this,
Lets keep it moving,
And if its good lets just get something cooking.
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do.
(you do, you do).

[Chorus:]
I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)

Baby take a look around (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Everybody's getting down (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Deal with all the problems later,
Bad boys on their best behaviour.

There's something bout you,
Lets keep it moving,
And if it's good lets just get something cooking,
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do,
(you do, you do).

I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play).

I like the way your movin' (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
I just get into the groove and then (you just make me wanna play),
If you just put pen to paper (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Got that feeling i'll see you later.

Make your move, can we get a little closer,
You rock it just like you're supposed to,
Hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
Coz you just make me wanna play,

i don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
i don't know,
Gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
All eyes on you.

[Chorus x2]

hahahhh. nice song. perfect10 keeps me going. my computer has a virus i think. i so feel like dying. i need to chill.

give me a reason to live.

2006-01-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

ack. i got kicked offline AGAIN. anyway, first two days of school have been funn!! i think, the teacher who got to me most is ms tan, chem teacher. omg, she is good. and she speaks like adamkhoo gary and amin. LOL. which means she gets my attention. which is good. omg, o-level track is damn stressful. she stressed me out. lol. my new class is 314, next to wen's class, 313. heheh. good, i visit her in between lessons and go for breaks with her and chiewlin. heh. rach is in nj, complaining lectures are boring. ack lessons here are boring too dont worry. new class is small, 22 people, but very nice. i can remember all but about four. haha. thats cool already! okok, id better go study now. heh. bye!

2005-12-30T16:11:00.000-08:00

i am so pissed. my computer is definitely faulty. blogged for ages and it RESTARTED. cant be bothered to retype. basic summary. countdown party later at 2. and im grounded and turned down 6 invitations in 2 days. nat came over to my house. it was funn. and actually i am damn tired. i am going to sleep now.
'kincheng

2005-12-28T16:53:00.000-08:00

i swear, friendster is faulty. annoyingly. ack. nat's coming over later. haha. and cc's going out with her friend. NEWS: ive been grounded. till school starts. hah. so. i had to cancel date with hubert ytd and turn down eggie's invitation to go out either today or tmr. nothing on on friday yet. sat there's countdown party at nick's house!!! hahaha. oh yep. did some survey. my true colour is yellow!! hahar. i was, from yellow house, and yellow group. oh wells. heh. shall go have my breakfast now. watched zorro last night. it was super lame. only plus factor was that the kid was so cute. big eyes. lol. i still feel like sleeping. parents watching movie tonight. lol. okay i shall update soon. heh. take care!

2005-12-27T19:31:00.000-08:00

ahahah. just a short update. x'mas party at my aunt's house was a bummer. made up with all my guy cousins, namely nick waihong and justin. lol. went bowling and iceskating for the first time within three days. cool! i think the guys next to my bowling lane are singapore representatives. saw them on tv before. and the biantai guy was gawking at my butt in front of his gf. eee. iceskating was super fun too. wahlao, dumbest thing that happened was me rach and wen held hands to cross the ring and some pro guys skidded in front of us and we started shrieking. hahA(: was dumb really. listening to his discman he could hear us lor wth. must have been so loud. then he was like 'relax!!' hahaha was very funny. shopped till my legs hurt. plus peeled my skin the skates were ultra tight. aah. more updates soon. cant wait for school to start. eggie's taking me iceskating(: woohoo. promised to teach me to skate properly aheheheh. well thats about it. listening to perfect10. oh ya! went for buffet lunch with mum's three friends my bro meiting shawn and aiden. ahahha. aah my godbrother is nice la. even though he looks ancient. told him to cut his hair and grow TALLER. haha. same height as me. shawn's 170+ and meiting is 165. mwahaha. shopped with meiting and the two guys plus my bro tagged along. was fun. hm then went orchard with all our mums. so lame they dont like crowds. was bloody crowded. i went to look for bags with meiting then the guys kept commenting till i didnt want to look anymore. haha. then went meiting's house. so NICE la she moved house. haha. big semi-d. eh no bungalow. haha. her room is damn nice. smaller than mine but NICER. mine is in a freaking mess now. cant stand looking at it. and my ruan is driving me crazy. want to drop ruan next year. so sick. nice tv 50inch if im not wrong. i heard 50something. spend most of the time playing taidi with shawn aiden and my bro cause meiting didnt know how to play. then watched baby's day out and vertical limit. aiden said he'd go shopping with me cause was damn late 8+ already but my mum was like no la and i was damn tired so ya went home. dead tired been out practically everyday. oh FREAKS i got kicked offline again. the millionth time possibly. damn irritating. hm so anyway, im stuck at home suppose to study. aah x( physics. and i have 30smses to last me till 5th jan. great. okay. shall go bath and study now. hahar. shopping and iceskating with clique is funn!!! hahaha okok bye!

2005-12-21T23:08:00.000-08:00

Dragostea din tei - O-zone
Mai ya hii
Mai ya huu
Mai ya haa
Mai ya haha (x4)

Alo, salut, sunt eu, un haiduc
si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt eu, Picasso
ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic
Dar sa stii, nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Nu-mã, nu-ma iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Te sun, sã-ti spun, ce simt, acum
Alo, iubirea mea sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso
ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic
Dar sã stii, nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei
Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei
Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. (x2)

Mai ya hee
Mai ya hoo
Mai ya ha
Mai ya haha (x4)

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei
Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei
Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei
Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

haha. SO COOL i found gary's contact!!! bite me(:

2005-12-21T20:58:00.000-08:00

hell. all of a sudden i want to go clubbing very badly. and i get this teeny weeny feeling that i like *someone*. ah noo. please. anyway, went for iag advanced. life changing moment? cant say for sure. i feel emptiness now. talk about taking time to bond. i feel so bonded with everyone. within three days? its crazily short. aah. i dont think i should even blog about the camp, i feel like crying. bah. anyway first day, we chose our own groups and coaches. got donavan and woei tang. theyre nice. just very very emotionally and physically draining. pumping pumping running. pumping. doing pumping everyday now. thirty a day. aah. i really need to study. science. should stop chatting. been chatting for 4 hours already. OKAY. i will stop here. bye.

*please dont tell me i like ***.

2005-12-01T17:51:00.000-08:00

haha(: im happy at the moment. dont ask why i dont know either. but lc's tag got me laughing. hm and weili is daoing me on msn! and so is jiahao. boo i feel so daoed. ahaha i told peijia i havent eaten her cookie cause she3 bu4 de2 and she's like 'eat it!! cookies are meant to be eaten!' haha. she's nice. lol. i have decided to pretend to be happy, even though i may not be, cause being depressed is very very bad and i just feel horrid. so i shall pretend i am really happy. acK. i miss everyone like crap. class clique ruan mates concert friends. blah. so sad.
im looking at my class photos. and i suddenly realise i look damn thin. as in, really, underfed kind of thin. compared to others at least. ahaha. added ruan people. i shall go off now. or my mum will start nagging. haha update soon. anyway. i love my ruan batch!! and lydia the poser. HAHA. okayokay bye! (:

ps. thanks for the chocs and flowers really. and thankyou to my two ruanmates who tried to cheer me up(: <3s!

2005-11-26T01:01:00.000-08:00

hello. concert prac has been draining. ningyong's in singapore. hope the concert will be successful. heh. at chenchi's house now! la~ oof. cc's bro is cute! ive been chatting for hours. lol. so fun! prac has been fun. made loads of friends! hahahah. will miss them. lol. update soon. wish me luck for concert. tmr. (: heh. bye(:

~he's so fly

2005-11-16T08:36:00.000-08:00

haha(: 12+ got home and bathed. tired. my throat aches like crap. shall not go for prac tmr already. tired like anything. er. i just got a shock reading bernice's friendster profile. haha. talking to zaoxiong online(: very cool! (: hahahaha. he's talking about losing to peiqian. aha. oof. im very tired now. like, veryvery. eyes are going mad. shall surf a while more before sleeping. aheh. jona has been considerably nice recently. haha. ok like these two days. oof yes. talked to the daji guy today. god, i think he is study-kind and also, he speaks chinese with a china accent such that i found myself staring horrifiedly at him. haha shall sleep now. bye!

2005-11-15T15:55:00.000-08:00

short announcement:

for those participating in the ruan concert, jonathan and liangcheng will be our dajiyue. hahahaR.

hope the guy in black specs doesnt get kicked out cause of me. argh. and also, those watching the concert, please be late after the intermission. as late as you can. like ten mins, cause i have a horrible item.
cant believe im forced to sell tickets to my whole co and further embarrass myself to so many people.

ARGH.

2005-11-15T15:16:00.000-08:00

hey(: shall blog now, or i wont have time to already. monday was alright, had sectionals. the usual fun crappy stuff we do. they hate each other~ HAHAHA. some joke lyd and i share. mm. put the poor ruans in her car. the guzheng teacher is nice, unlike the instructor of some section who thinks im rude cause i didnt GREET her. hello, i didnt realise she was there okay. hurmph. anyway. mm. tuesday. thats ytd. haha. very cool. i talked to 3 pro people within a week! first zaoxiong. ahahhaa, damn cool. he asked me how old i am and went like 'whoa!' cause im YOUNG. lol. that was on sunday, i think. then moving on the peiqian. god. she seems insistent that i meet her, though i have time and again told her to pass the money to peiyan in exchange for her tickets. i have just about given up that idea, as i am suppose to meet her today. FREAKY! i hope i dont die trying to converse with a pro like her. lowly person i am. haha. and THEN. ms ding dear ms ding called while i was practicing the yue4 i dont know what song, the accompaniment with xiao ruan song, and asked me to get a daji person for her. i told her ny's sec3s and 4s were unavailable. so she asked me to recommand a good person quickly cause she needed to get the concert booklet printed by today! and so, i called jona, who went 'what do you want'. like, how much can i want from him? EEYER. anyway, i think he had a shock, and went, *pause* sorry?! haha. agreed anyway. i suppose he's quite nice, with the exception of the way he answers the phone. lol. many calls and msges later, he agreed, with the condition his friend liangcheng could come along too. i agreed, told ms ding, she said alright, she'd kick someone else out and replace him with liangcheng. haha. and jona wrote his name in the nyco concert booklet wrongly and told me to give ms ding that name. hah. so mean. apparently liangcheng doesnt mind. eeps. i hope they will be respectful and polite, possibly like that dizi person. HAHA. he shocked me, really. so polite. madness. anyway, i nearly had suffered from a heartattack, dont ask why. damn scary talking to him. and meeting peiqian later, omg. hah. trembling all throughout dinner ytd can. anyway, theres a prac today at tampines at 2-9 for me. must rest now. haha. bye! (:
oh. anyway, went shopping with mum. bought a new shirt. heh. spending too much on clothes. still owe cc a clothes count! haha. soon..

2005-11-13T06:12:00.000-08:00

LA~ today was rocking good and we are having a class gathering on the 17th nov!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and watching harrypotter and the goblet of fire!!!!!!!!! (((((((: yayness. x) and i am very happy now!!! haha. hmp meet tmr. mum paid for peiqian and clique's tickets. like, 200+++++++. she was ready to kill me i think, that was excluding my lessons fees and kaoji fees. x| haha. then. dazu today was funnn!!!! hahaha(: ex ny snr (rachel i think) is SO FUNNY and entertaining. hahaha. played with her for zhongruan for sectionals thing la. HAHA. so fun. butt ached and zhongruans TALK ALOT. (: HAH. so fun. then dazu was funn too and cc stole my SLIPPER. x( boo. hahaha. (i was kidding about the pro thing LOR) hah anyway. it was fun and the pro people sat in front so me and cc werent that 'pro' anymore just on par with the other uni people. hahaha. rocking fun. the conductor was DAMN FUNNY and amusing and very slow. i dont like SLOW MALAIWUQU! hi fi cc! haha. gota go. rest. my cramps are killing me too. HAHA. i am happy!! hahaha. okok BYEE!

2005-11-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

i just read sihui's blog. pretty interesting. i havent read it for ages. dead tired. long day tmr. im spending more and more time thinking of silly stuff or just stuff which are all really random and im going to miss 209 batch `05 next year. bah. life seems to be filled with ruanning lately. didnt blog much about choral night, but it was great. i mean, like, rocked. if i remember correctly, i used to type lIKe tHIs toO. double yuck. argh. i have to go practice my piano for the accompanyment/duet with xiaoruan if not the neighbours will scream at night. oh yes. ms ding has gotten me thinking and asking my dad how much he earns and how big my house is. -.- ten thousand a month at least and thousand nine square feet. lol.

>>

<3s everyone.

2005-11-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

HELLO. okay i realised i havent blogged for some time. anyway, choral night was a bummer(: got quite a few flowers, cant be compared with yumei though. has her fan club LOL. mm from shirlyn jiayin ruimin (roses from some guy to her which she didnt want so gave to her snrs) huiyi chenchi and congrui (flowers from the bridgeside she picked). mum gave me a red rose, bro gave me a bear(: , and peijia sihui and xiaowei gave me a cookie from famous amos. lol. thanks darlings!! hahaha. chiewlin got a single rose and so did wen. LOL. oof, saw khangwen, apparently according to cc he is justin's friend. anyway, he couldnt seem to stop laughing at my, horrible, costume. oh saw luachang on wed. haha. LAUGH man. and bought a rose for huiyi and cc who was mcing. pro. mm then. went to support 109 on monday. damn funny la ruimin's item. laughed and laughed and laughed(: bought flowers for nat and laiweng. haha. then tuesday went for ruan prac at tampines with nat and cc. got a shock at my sec1 jnr. rest assure, sihui should be rejoicing we were never like that. worst thing we did was to come back from break late. lol. (: HAHA. laughing at the no shoes no socks all the way from 4th floor to 1st floor to scold us incident(: so anyway. wed went for piano lessons, ruan prac, ruan lesson. damn draining. play like shit, really. jielun plays a million times better than me. oh before that. ms ding picked us both up from school, cause after prac mah. then brought us to some restaurant to eat, cause she asked where i normally eat, i said restaurant. so yea. bought one plate of dono what china province fried rice, and i chose the soup, and we shared. later on realised i chose the most expensive soup. *whoops. maluating. haha. rice cost 9.80, so did the soup. lol. ate one bowl of rice, ms ding and jielun ate 2. drank 4+ bowls of soup. hahh. i <3 soup! lol. i was supposed to go out with eggie for dinner, since he owes me a treat, then send me home, but had ruan lessons, so ms ding was like, okay your friend was suppose to treat you now i treat you la. in chinese of course. so i was like hahaha thankyou. and the boss of the restaurant was like, wha hwachong ah ny ah blahblahblah. -.- whatever. thursday, ytd, spent the whole day slacking. then played monopoly with my bro. hah. he is winning, but whatever. oh he bought me a piggy bank. haha. he is so nice. i am such a sucker, really. anyway. today. suppose to go for prac then 10people prac later. haha. should go rest now, or i'll die of exhaustion seriously. haha bye! and TAG people.

2005-11-02T17:21:00.000-08:00

bah. i am dead drained. crap later have ruan prac at ms ding's house. i wish i could drop DEAD. cant pon this though. lied to ms (idiotic) ding day before and said i was sick. yea right. sick of prac more like. mon went to cut hair. fk lor thinned it and it looks screwed now. bah. anyway. its not that irritating anymore la. choral night on wed rocked! (: huiyi's class rocked and 208 as well. hahahar. all chao chio -.- oh except for sicheng. LOL. nearly died laughing at her um clothes and whatever. hahaha. loads of supporters last night. must be 207 and 208, loads of supporters, since theyre the popular classes. lol. erp. should end now right. chiewlin rocks! HAHAHA. saw luachang. whos captain thinks chiewlin's chio. HAHA(: iloveyou dar! so cool! im talking to szuan whos in suzhou. haha cool! mics in shanghai apparently. lol. <3 jay. oh ya congrui is damn funnY! and borrowed my phone batt ytd. haha. jona is sick. boo. getwellsoon! lol. i<3 jayyy. (: erps. forgot what i wanted to say. tarzan~~ LOL. cc's mcing rocks. haha. and omg wtf she asked an annoying question ytd! asked ms ding. so embarrassing can. idonotlikegaysdamnit. haha. <3 you all and take care! bye(:

2005-10-30T17:57:00.000-08:00

hello! hahaha. i am bored. and someone is so *fly* it actually hurts. (: when was the last time i blogged? hang on. oof okay its wednesday. today is.. monday. wahlaoeh. next wed no piano lesson! yay. but there's cca. anyone free to watch choral night perf n wed with me? haha. okok. blog! um thursday. went to school for rehearsal lor. damn late. then.. wore the ultra skimpy thing. haha. okay. shirt. fcuk. damn bored now. and people are daoing me on msn. except for my cousin haha. okay apparently its nat using nick's user. lol. after rehearsals from 10-4 went for co prac. damn tired alr. then friday. sigh got back my fcuking report card. 61.25%. just managed to fking pass without having to see parents. -.- lucky. haha nearly typed 'f' instead of 'l' for lucky. -.- i <3 ruan btw. so nice. listening to cd now. and chatting with wen. haha. WHALAOOOO. nat says 'sucks loh... his hair.. pardon me for saying that..' hahaa. okok. then sat went for sectionals. damn lame again. would dear ms cc and nat stop attempting to link me and jielun especially in front of ms ding. thankyou. i feel siannified. anyway. had lessons after. then totally drained. sunday was even more draining. 2hours late. haha. but hey, by night i was damn hyper! or at least, happy(: HAHA. *scream, he is so cute. ok so anyway, i had lunch with jielun, then OMG went to mrt and passed baleno and they were having a sale and they were loads of people and i couldnt resist and i bought 3 new shirts! one tee and 2 figure huggging. haha. like, halter top. oof. mum nearly freaked i think, went *gasp, and said the older i grow the vainer i get. haha where got lor. and said my dad will kill me. haha. my hair is fcuking irritating, i want to cut it. cc is mad and has managed to prove it. ok anyway. went for dinner with family at night. lol. the next time i looked at my phone there were three missed calls. *whoops. jona and cc called. cc is so long winded. my phone bills are really dying. then jona wanted to know about choral night tickets. which reminds me, i havent called manhua yet. dang. ok. then. monday! im bored. my hair is still irritating me. lol. shall end off here. nothing much to say. haha. chiewlin rocks! thanks for msging me ytd. hahahar. okay see you guys! <3s. bye!]

i almost forgot! until cc reminded me. hahaha. satan. HAHA. anyway. went with clique to j8 on friday then we were talking about something related to jona, then i was stoning and staring out of the bus, then the next thing i knew, i was staring at jona and wondering if it was him. so lame! pink tee if im not wrong. chiewlin says it was b****. skin colour, i have no idea how to spell it. so anyway, its chiewlin's fault again! according to rach. cause the last time they saw him, chiewlin was the first to mention it. anyway, my brain was oddly foggy and staring out and chiewlin went '*pause* *pause* speak of the devil' and i was trying to process. then we burst out LAUGHING. HAHA. really damn funny. apparently the guy behind us was from chco. LOL. whatever. (: funny days.

2005-10-26T16:44:00.000-07:00

HELLO. i am retyping this cause i accidentally deleted my SUPER LONG POST. dang. dont feel like typing again. OOF. jesse mcCartney has a beautiful voice. (:

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah

oof. i want you and your beautiful soul (: haha. okok shall briefly blog about sunday first. went for ruan prac at tecc. 9-3, miracle i didnt die. my finger looks crap now. haha. then went robinson to get a shirt my mum saw. 29bucks original price 69bucks. haha. its nice. im a spoilt brat. haha. im itchy now. need to bath. okok. nine must reach school. got to hurry. haha. monday had captains' ball match. interclass. third position. had dental after that. traumatising. haha. then tuesday. botanical gardens. HAHA. im sunburnt now. went kap with rach after botanical gardens trip. haha. then went cold storage and fairprice, very funny. had some weird thoughts which consisted of squirting people with sauce. (: then. wednesday. ytd right? hm went to school in the morning. whoa. the shirt we're supposed to wear as 'holy people' is ultra skimpy. got a scarf to go with it after though. bought a new bra after, specially for the skimpy shirt -.- haha. took ten minutes to wear it in the fitting room. -.- bra disaster. eew. wahlao im scared it'll drop off can! haha. okay then went for lessons with jielun. journey to ms ding's house in her car was freaky. i was trying to converse haha. she said i must brush up on my chinese cause now we have a communication barrier. hahahahha. okay la okay la. wahlao. ate a bao1. hahaha told mum i ate a meal, if not she will kill me. lessons were funny. erm jielun was late, he plays huobajie better than me lor. heard his 10people thing score, it sounded horrid. and i used to think my score sucked. haha. well now i know. hm then went home after la. haha. damn scary can! i was freaking out. half an hour bus to lavander then went home, missed the station by 3 stops, cause fell asleep. then reached home at 11+. haha dad was yelling at me for making him wait so long at bus stop. haha. mum was giving me money for clothes then say i so poor thing ytd so gave me 2bucks more. ?? haha. so funny. said i gave her a scare. oh wells sorry lor! haha. now going to bathe. listening to music la. haha. then. go for speech rehearsal. haha okay shall update soon la. bye!

2005-10-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

i deleted the previous post, cause it was so disorientated. anyway, sectionals today was fun. i didnt go ac cause no one to go with. *sad. haha jiada is a nice person. thanks. i think we were pretty unfocused today. oh well. i am getting bored. should go offline soon. so boring. went for ruan lessons, ack. ms ding spent more time talking than teaching, not that i should be surprised anyhow. oh yea, sihui and her friends dropped by during our sectionals. then ms ding started talking about concert tickets and dates and stuff sometime later, then dont know how nat and i started talking about weijian, and i was getting quite frustrated cause she keeps saying i like him, then i was telling ms ding she likes him, then we had this funny argument, and ding went in chinese 'you both like weijian ar. hes not bad la.' i think i nearly puked over the wooden glossy co floorboard. so i said in [horrible] chinese, 'not ME la NAT likes him thats why she keeps talking about him!' and nat's whole face went red, and something horrifying happened, which consisted of ms ding going like [in chinese] 'then jianqian/jing (cant rmb which) you like *ahem ahem* ar.' and i was literally shrieking and for some idiotically embarrassing reason my whole face went red. ahh crap. cc was going 'im innocent' in chinese. -.- very funny. yep so thats all interesting that happened during sectionals, apart from our quite horrible playing. haha. she said daruans are alright though. haha yay. uh got to go tampines tmr. long long day. now its tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday with ruan. ack. dying alr. went for openhouse ytd. it ROCKED man. i want to go hci!! oh crap. but i dont want to go ip! SIGH. its not that i dont want to skip Os, but i dont want my brains to be addled with doing projects for two years. and their co rocks. top jc co. SIGH. i shall have to mug to get in. either there or ac. ms ding told me ac people are weird, asked if i thought so. i told her no. she asked me to work hard and go to either hc or nj. and said if i wanted to go into nj, she could help me through their co cause apparently shes close to their conductor? sigh very stressed now. i should go off and read or something, cause im dying of boredom here. bye.

2005-10-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

neutral day.

co was fun.

art museum was headache-ish.

haha~

neutral day.

2005-10-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

i am wondering who 'alex' is? acs guy. nhps?? just realised. huh means my snr la. hai. shall not rack my brains trying to rmb who it is. my brain's dead enough. um. from peiqian and jona. hci openhouse --> 21st oct. ac openhouse --> 22nd oct. 9-3+ if im not wrong. damn if i want to go for the ac one i have to bring my ruan can. tsk.
went j8 with rach and chiewlin today for lunch. (fuck my mum is getting on my nerves omgomgomg i shall pretend that i am very happy about this and that nothing is wrong) spent 5bucks on a long john's silver meal. uh then came home. felt like throwing up all the way on the mrt. freak. came home and cried cause of horrible results, then slept. so tired. must be sick. i shall lian ruan now. bye.

2005-10-17T21:07:00.000-07:00

ack. in school. computer's latting. lol sicheng is next to me and wen. i am bored beyond boring boredom can get. totally died for humanities. failed history and cant pass even with the extra 5 marks. damn. and screwed up for geog as well. 60%. oh well. i shoudl be glad since in failed it last year. but still. fffffffff.
i hate. the smell- of the endometrium lining. might go out later with chiewlin and rach. happy bithday mic!!! haha. jona's birthday is next wed, followed by sarah then val. lol. finally passed laiweng her letters. hai. oh ya i think the teacher who 'conversed' with me about my jacket is the one who scolded sihui for her ear sticks. lol. shes pretty nice though. said im thin and she better not confiscate my jacket, but id better wear another one the next day. haha brought my ny jacket today. some math thingy now. then heart fitness? i think. additional ruan prac on wed, piano lesson, dazu on thurs, 10people thing on fri, sectionals on sat, ruan from 9-4 on sun. congratulations to me! -sigh. going off now. want to buy some chocs or something to keep me awake later. bye!

2005-10-17T01:38:00.000-07:00

lol. watching moulmien high. haha a repeat. cause i rmb watching it before. oo! just saw snrs and acs people on tv. some science challenge i think. haha. woosh~ just had harry potter adver. eeps. moulmien high ended. its sweet! haha. still. aah. now.. about today -->
woke up chao late. dad sent me to school. still isolating myself from my phone. haha. then. nearly had a heart attack in school. got back math, english and chinese results. oh crap. crap. my math, my strongest sub (or once strongest, at least) was way below average. crap. was brain dead during exam. english was BLAH. scored horribly for compo, 17, though i wrote absolutely crap la. thank god i passed, really. but then again?? got quite high for the other sections lor. stupid compo. x| then chinese. hahar. hahar. hahar. i suppose, i didnt know how to compare at first, but thought my marks were horrible, cause got 131/200. but apparently.. people got worse? i dont know. but many people scored high! linette.. 150.. gosh, can die? vicki got 137 emelyne 142 and yep. oh YA. i got the same as chiewlin!!! according to wen la. hahahar. my my. i failed my first compo can. the.. letter to cousin (biao3ge1) to advice him not to smoke(chou1yan1) and what are the precautions (fang2fan3cuo4si1) taken in singapore to stop or prevent such happenings. or so i interpret the qn. scored 9/20. bah. two cuo4zi4. freak la. i so want to box whoever marked my compo alright. scored 42/70! well its better than my normal daily work i suppose. which is usually 30+ or fail. haha. but then?? got like 5 cuo4zi4 can! and its not even like wrong except for one. its just untidy. -.- wulaoshi marked, apparently. hes supposed to mark all compos. crap!! anyway he said if he cannot see he will just mark wrong. -.- i like cancelled one and he marked it wrong. what am i suppose to do huh?? draw and cancel all over it? x( i hope i dont fail for science. anyway, mum picked me up at three, then went alexandra for dental checkup. damn. i have to extract 2 teeth to put braces, both upper and lower jaw. shucks lor. dont want to......... arrgh. haha. nothing much else happened la. watching tv now. haha. might lian ruan and piano later. haha. if not friday i die. sigh. my finger looks absolutely morbid now. oh ya. this thurs is hci or ac open house? quick find out. think i'll take leave from cca. want to go! afraid might not be allowed though. anyway its mic's birthday tmr. haha. gah i hate it when people's tagboards and blog are totally dead. might as well get rid of it right? and i think tagboards are slow today. hm. wonder why. okay the tv show now is dark and scary and my brother's going shit man, wonder why. he is supposed to be studying! why wont he? doesnt he want to do well? gah. sometimes i really dont know what to do. x| *smacks* okay survey.

1. What song are you listening now?
nothing. watching tv.

2. Who are you waiting for?
no one.

3.Would you like to dye ur hair?
streak.

4. Do you like sports?
alright. i love swimming!

5. Chocolate or vanilla?
choc(:

6. Punk or goth?
punk

7. Do you like babies?
haha most (eh wen mrt incident)

8. What are your feelings right now?
wacked. 65 for three subs!!! god..

9. Whom are you with right now?
brother at home

10. What was the last thing you asked someoneto do?
mm. cant rmb. asked my bro what on earth he's watching, the guy in the shows screaming madly now.

11. What did you do for the last few hours?
view my math, english and science results, go to the dentist to check if im ready to wear braces.

12. Last testimonial from?
mm. wen? cant rmb.

13. Last testimonial you sent?
mm. wen?

14. What are you wearing?
ny uniform, ny shorts.

15. What's on your wall?
many things.

16. What are your plans for tomorrow?
hm. dont really have any at the moment.

17. Beer or tap water?
haha.

18. Favourite Color?
depends.

19. Do you like cookies?
yep!! (: choco..

20. How many dark secrets do you have?
umm

21. What's in your trash can?
rubbish?

22. Do you miss someone?
haha mm my clique?

23. Spring or summer?
haha both? summer's tannish i suppose.

24. Turn to your left. What do you see?
window, wall, some wooden cat statues.

25. Do you like cars?
mm theyre alright.

26. Have you eaten your dinner?
soon. its 5.30 now.

27. If I asked you to go to the kitchen right now,what would you get?
kinder bueno!! speaking of it, i should eat one. haha.

28. Have you ridden a horse?
yep! wana see a pic? i would have shown it, but bloggers lagging.

29. Do you believe in love at first sight?
haha i suppose.

30. What's on your table?
take a look.

31. Favourite website(s)?
friendster blogger and so on

32. Whom are you online with?
mm darren kelvin wen maureen joshua

33. Where's your mum?
mm grocery shopping

34. Which cartoon character(s) do you like to meet?
haha

35. Favourite channel(s)?
mm

36. Which phone do you like to own?
haha mum just got nokia6610. which's that? grey one. had a choice between that and blue.

37. What time is it?
5.30.

38. What is the day & date?
monday 17th

39. Last movie you've seen?
mm the maid? i think

40. Do you like it?
its alright

41. Are you sitting anywhere near a window?
yep on my left

42. Be honest, do your socks stink?
no they dont

43. Any favourite brands?
haha

44. Name 3 things you last bought.
um a chicken bao1 noodles and a racerback

45. Are you wearing any accessories?
specs hahar. according to cc its a accessory.

46. Do you wear make-up?
nope not at the moment

47. How was yesterday?
um. intrigueing.

48. Do you hear anything weird?
um i hear the tv and fan.

49. Do you like your school?
its alright.

50. Anything left to say?
im bored and i shall have a snack.

bye!

2005-10-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

hi. just came back from ruan prac. tired! mouth burning eating otah. haha didnt have my lunch so now hungry. oo eating alot of snacks. cereal chips cookies. haha. yumm! hm saw this horribly embarrassing sight on the mrt, shall not elaborate. only told jielun about it. haha but seriously.. i feel bored.. must lian ruan.. seriously. played horribly. horribly. horribly. ding was in a rage cause only me and another girl came. ruan sl la. people having exams.. how to force them to come? anyway it was scary. she was so mad, she wanted to cancel the concert. and few people came afterward then chenchen tried to coax her. oh well. and she started yelling and saying we played horribly. >< she nv teach me, how i know. and she said my playing is too soft. bah. got yelled at millions of times. :( sad. but after that okay alr. haha. good thing. this friday got to go again. ack. ten people thing. i am so bored. my bro's exam is tmr. he's watching tv and played computer just now. hai. why doesnt he study?? eating kinder bueno now! yummmmie. eh suddenly nothing to say la. shall end here. bye!

2005-10-15T06:46:00.000-07:00

hello! i have decided to isolate myself from my phone, cause ive well eaten into next weeks limit. x( sad right. all eggie's fault lor keep msging me. dont reply still msg??! buish~ im getting bored.. haha. eyes are really dying reading so much. practised piano just. haha. oo. went out with rach just now! bah but her moods a bit augh-ish. and refused to meet **. so it was rather screwed, since ** asked me out, and i asked ** to ask rach along, and in the end, ** ended up standing outside mini-toons for an hour 'looking like an idiot', and half an hour later, said ** was going to go off to meet ** parents. then me and rach went to shopp!! and bought a black racerback each. haha. cause there wasnt red. maybe i should get blue instead. haha. or buy both. mm. on the way to j8, back home, on the mrt, spent time watching people.. quite funny. saw a few cute kids. many chio girls. haha. then.. there was this man (i shall not use the word guy, for the benefit of my two best friends; rach who's definition of guy = any male from the age of 14 to 18 ; and chiewlin, who's definition of guy = anyone of any gender from any age group. ha ha.) who was staring openly over my shoulder at my msg.. and this woman who kept falling onto my shoulder.. haha. well other than that the day was fine i suppose. haha better get some sleep. tired alr. clique is either not online or daoing me x( nvm. scandal partner talking to me. haha. long day tmr. 9-4 at tampines. ack. gota get up at 6, thanks alot. and didnt touch my ruan. whoops. going to la. but other songs interest me, since no one taught me those im suppose to learn. haha. cc is shocked sihui is watching ding's concert -.- whats with her?? she's a pretty nice person lor.. haha.. i have decided to ignore all msges except from mic so dont msg me kay! haha <3s and bye!

2005-10-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

haha. this is kind of sad i think.

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now

BOY: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldn't even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesn't mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didn't mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him

>>> If you are in love with someone/still
are in love with someone, pass this on<<<

at this very minute~~

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for
you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.

i am happy if she is happy...

haha. im tired. went shopping with mum for ages. legs aching and. i still cant find a white long sleeved shirt with collar. boo. lol eggie amuses me. mm. im really tired did i mention. ack. chiewlin says:
Is that a camera?? says:
guess wad
Is that a camera?? says:
got a shop by the name koi

haha. i finished reading halfbloodprince within two days. eyes are positively aching, my vision is also blurred. er. nothing much to say i guess. went jp. (jurong point, for people like chiewlin who think jp = japan ha ha) going to sleep soon. okay. not soon. anyway. practised my piano for an hour. ruan for half an hour. praise me. for some reason, mum has been nagging at me to lian ruan, lian ruan, lian ruan. whoa. why the sudden change? dont know why. but its both good and not. haha. oh well. shall sleep now. and im super hot. x( haha. kay bye!

2005-10-13T17:13:00.000-07:00

haha GIRLS TALK!
Message: boys, SHOO !!
be a gentleman !
(: no offence, really.

GIRL TALK
Did you know kissing is healthy

Bananas are good for period pain

Its good to cry

Chicken soup actually makes you feel
better

94% of boys would love it if you sent
them flowers

Average penis size is 6 inches.. so dont
be disappointed!

Lying is actually unhealthy

Only apply mascara to your top lashes

Its actually true, boys DO insult you when
they like you!

Its impossible to apply mascara with your
mouth closed!

89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st
move

Chocolate will make you feel better!

Most boys think its cute when you say the
wrong thing.

A good friend never judges.

A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not
that u have any

Boys arent worth your tears

We ALL love surprises!!

lol. found this really amusing. going out in five mins and i need to shit. so id better get going. haha. mm. anyway. the mascara thing is right! haha. only top lash. and yea guys like insulting girls they like. weird huh. but my brother does that! ha ha. he changed crush alr. mm prisica. oh ya. got dragged up at seven today and walked my bro to school can! and some how i ended up carrying his bag x| must have weighed, what, 10 tonnes? haha. and dono why the security guard was staring(oggling, more like) at me when i looked up. ok i know i was wearing fbts and a long shirt but.. haha. im bored. and im going off soon. so yep. bye!
note: a guitar costs from 600-2000. aah ff.
<3s everyone!

2005-10-13T03:56:00.000-07:00

god. so pissing -.- i am pissed big time. i shall do what rach does. stop talking to him/her when he/she is in one of her/his weird moods.

and then i shall talk to *freak* about the *bah* and show *freak* that i have one and that it doesnt matter if *freak* LOL. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE IT SO OBVIOUS.

yes rach. i fully support you. i should stop feeling really pissed. i cant wait to put braces -.- look absolutely freakish. my dad is allowing me to go swimming now. at.. what.. seven? lol. going jp or westmall with mum tmr. haha. dad wants to use computer now.. haha. rushing work x( exams over is ackk.
haha. kay byee.

2005-10-13T02:34:00.000-07:00

ruan went horribly today. surprisingly i wasnt that nervous and wasnt really affected though i screwed. dinner now. haha. didnt go swimming ytd and today. period tmr. so basically, i cant swim. BAH. nvm. tired now. shall go.. haha. really really really really bored. TAG PEOPLE.
>saw jiada today at kap bus stop. haha.

2005-10-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

haha. piano. piano. piano. LOL. i got a freaking merit for exam. DAMN LOR. missed my dear distinction again. WTH. got four so far. at least. AAH noo. im feel so sad. well at least i didnt fail. i was really nervous this time. x( ok wth my dad needs the computer for lecture tmr. x( sad. then.. school piano eoys was alright today. eh actually i only lianned my ruan song ONCE today. really can die. i just use it as destresser. so now not stress nv lian le lor. ack. must go lian. haha. mm. nothing much la other than this. haha. zhengyou is MEAN lor. x( ok must go le! bathe. haha. byee!

2005-10-12T03:23:00.000-07:00

lols. shall upload photos. haha.

lols. me. so CUTE LA.

heheh.

caption: see my bf takes such good care of me. LOL.

haha. i look retarded here. my bro looks more retarded. nvm. haha.

hair?

my correction tape.

smile, baby. yea thats me(:

eew this is retarded.

haha why is my skirt so short??

aww. keep crawling!

my piano. haha. shall blog about piano later.

my room. its MESSY.

my room. its NEAT.

this baby's mine.

hair again.

my bro. my love. lol. he looks retarded here but hey what does it matter?

haha. cute. from mario. my.. buddy. yep(: same age as my bro.

2005-10-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

oh man. jiada is killing me -.- i should post our conver. but i shouldnt. haha. ok he is really getting damn ----- now. like, inappropriate. sorry to all the people whos msges ive daoed. my msg burst liao! haha. i am trying to blog and jiada khangchiang and aurobind are replying too fast. argh. and chiewlin and rach and wen are all not online. x( sad. my my. jiada talks cock. haha. i feel very.. empty.. ok not emtpy. weird. like nothing to do. haha. HAHAHAHA i have just tricked jiada into confirming he has a gf. idiot. laa. he makes me LAUGH man. which reminds me. of today. HAHA. (: didnt i blog earlier? oh well. nvm. shall blog again!
so anyway. rach finally came! hoho. i shall surf on friendster now! haha. wen ar your piano piece is stuck in my head can!! i still feel very insulted by that tag -.- haha. ack. i closed the screen by mistake. friendster i mean. sigh got piano performance tmr. die liao. but i seriously havent touched the piece since.. start september. haha. whoops. uploading pics. slow. haha. anyway. went orchard with rach. arghhh damn boring can. i am starting to dislike shopping. boo. so crap and crap and very funny la with rach cause she thinks of the weirdest things. and got wacked couple of times. haha. then saw flipflops bags pencilboxes dresses. lol. says she will come back for my prom. HAHA. prom is eew. good thing you dont have lor x|lucky girl. haha. then.. got bored. so went on mrt and decided to huan you shi jie. -.- haha. wanted to swim. went home after. but very tired. aah. never watch movies or take neos. ate pastamania and crapped alot. didnt finish half of it. cost me five bucks. bah. my cold is killing me now. i shall get some rest. -.- and practise my piano. and ruan la. haha. rach rocks! haha. crap loads with her. ok mainly about some people. oh ya. so embarrassing we got lost and i had to call people to get help. and i got daoed. but at least chiewlin called back. haha. slack. slack. slack. haha. okay shall go liao. oh ya. want to find my baby pic. haha. kay bye! (:

2005-10-10T20:20:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA. ALL WRITTEN PAPERS OVER>!!!!! (: YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. im happyy!! (: in CLASS now -.- waiting for rach. perfect 10! lols. nice. HOHO. wen just msged me to tell me she saw jiada and vincent(: i shall dao her msg cause my msg exceed liao! boo. msg mum and rach and chiewlin too much liao. heheheh. aah crap. i want my slippers. so uncomfortable in this. shoes. going out later. haha. wheres rach?? hai. ok GUESS WHAT. i just saw two CHINESE HIGH people walking pass. saying 'wahlao i damn tired lor'. hmp peeps. lol. TOO BAD LA WHO ASK THEM JOIN HMP HUH. i want to quit next yr liao. haha. dear ms rach just called to say she JUST GOT OUT OF HER HOUSE> hm. how nice. i'll spend another half and hour stoning here. -.- wondering if i should eat. probably not. im sick. -.- still going out. haha. boos. hmp paper was a bummer all right. -.- wrote crap crap simply crap. balinese trio sonata string quartet. HAHA. and the chinese music one was simply horrid. didnt sound like any of the instrus in a modern co at all -.- liuqin.. so metallic and too pingjun lunning for a pipa and too metallic for a yangqin. so i was like, ARRGH. cant believe it. didnt study for chinese section so really screwed. i shall wait for my dear wen to come online. hah. went home to lian her piano. practice. yep haha. my fingers die liao la cannot lian ruan le. argh. now rach msg me HAIYO MY MSG DIE LIAO CANNOT MSG LA. this messenger is lag. boo. FEEL LIKE EATING. arrgh. i should learn to type slower. arrgh. haha. oo. lucky pigs rach and chiewlin went to watch MOVIE ytd. whalao. i was mugging. trying. haha. die liao lor. studied like really really little ytd. haii. ok cc and jielun are onine. lol. well at least got people to keep me company while rach CRAWLS here. boo. think sec4 paper just ended. chao noisy. which reminds me. they were like super noisy on monday as well x| science.. killer.. haha. i like the way you move~~ haha. tried listening to gamelan and classical music ytd. ended up SLEEPING instead of studying. wahlao. what bach concerto prelude fugue crap. four seasons.. can die la. i should end my post here. feeling crappish. go toilet first. done. realised im starved. shit. suppose to diet. shit. OUCH. i just got a really sharp pain. argh bblbbbbrish. blibberish. haha. EE. 'i like the way'.. body rockers. cant stand the starting of the song! boos. ''''''''''''''eeek. haha. freaking tired now. i want my SLIPPERS LA> hai. im so tired.. and im sick.. and WHERES RACH?? i seriously could fall asleep right now. orh chey. perfect10 just reported, choc, even on a daily basis, has no connection with acne. EH. then i can eat la. but its fattening. haha. ok RACH IS HERE. haha. i shall go now. byee!

<3 guitar!

2005-10-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

omg i just realised jielun's new friendster pic is DAMN CUTE!!!! (: http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?uid=3721556
url. haha. better not put pic. bad experience(:
he was a punk, she did ballet, what more can i say.
he wanted her, she'd never tell, but secretely she wanted him as well.
(:
very very cool song. the lyrics i mean. very cool!!! its like very.. meaningful i guess. haha. (:

2005-10-10T00:06:00.000-07:00

friendster is lagg. i just went to shit. hah. true that whenever i come online i need to shit. AAH. everyone is OUT and the pathetic 19 of us are studying for hmp. x| i seem to sleep when i study. argh. haha. im happy anyway. eoys nearly oVer!!!! (: i want to go swimming later. haha. havent really started studying cause tried to but mum put this 'study effective' cd and instead i fell asleep. then changed to simple plan then avril lavigne but still very tired. x( hai friendster really chao lag. haha. i should go study le. if i want to go swimming later. haha. think im dead for ruan, cause i have a cut on my second finger from lianning too much, which means i cant press with my second finger, which means i cant play. unless i skip the note. and practically all the notes use second finger. -sigh die liao lor. science today wasnt as bad as i imagined but still hard la. haha. math was killer. wanted to do the fighter pilot thing, just that instead of walking out i wanted to like go toilet and cry and spend the rest of the two hours there. freaky. never felt so dead and depressed during a MATH exam before. -.- oh ya wen, forgot to tell you, jona said he was on the same bus as jiada. haha. in the morn. lols he woke up at SIX PLUS can. even dear chiewlin was like 'ALREADY??' when i told her he was up liao. hah. amusing. and rach hasnt told me what she wants to tell me. HASNT. not havent hor. HAHA. (: banddd! i want a guitar badly. im gona drop hmp next year. ackk. then we can have a band! more time. haha. hai friendster is cocked up -.- and dear chiewlin and rach are watching movie. hai. chiewlin's third movie since saturday. -.- unfairness! haha. wen wana take neos on tues? i want! hahaha. soon. okok shall go study now if not i will die liao. ciao! (: oh ya. was it you who suggested the raging monkeys as our band name? vaguely rmb.. haha so amusing..

-so much for my happy ending

2005-10-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

lol hii!!
aah. craps. i think. i am dead. i shall make this very very short. had weird dreams these few days. and sharp pains at my stomach. i supposed its a sign from heaven. i should be DYING soon. either that, or i need to get rid of my fats. -.- oh ya! found out that peijia reopened her blog. lol. rach is a mad girl!!! hahaha. i should really try to stop thinking about after exams since i have one extra subject paper to take. papers. yep. 2 papers 2 performances. wish me luck. my finger is totally cut lianning my ruan and im still at physics and today's sunday. bio chem hmp undone. wish me LUCK. i need it. LOL. rach amuses me. ok i am going to do that quiz about bf's even though i have better things to worry about now. aah. x| and i am dead tired. this year really fked up la. SIGH. dead. x| i dislike grades oriented people and dao people. and people who write after the teacher says STOP. please. dont you understand english??

i like him too much for my own good.
argh.

2005-10-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

i am going to blog.
tell me why. im not done with my STUDYING yet. aah fking sickening. btw. according to jielun, fk=freak whenever i like. my mood, is currently like SHIT. screwed up for english and chinese paper. geog paper tmr, havent FINISHED studying. i just figured there're sec1 stuff and term1 stuff to study. i just finished looking at my txbk. prepare to die. i am really gona study soon. but im so tired. aah fk. and someone, seems to be POPPING INTO MY HEAD. for instance, when im doing my fking chinese paper, and trying to concentrate, this particular SOMEONE pops into my head and i get all jkal; jatklrj talk; and cant concentrate. yes jona's right. its not good to have a crush at this age. EXAMS MORE IMPT. ffk.i should go now. AAH. rach is making me crazy. haha. i shall stop thinking of trying out either marcus's or jona's band's guitars till AFTER the freaking eoys.
yes. bye.

youre so fly.

2005-10-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

im fked up and screwed.
no less.

2005-09-30T20:52:00.000-07:00

max: oct 3rd
laiweng: oct 13th
mic: oct 16th
jona: oct 26th
sarah: oct 27th
val: oct 28th

happy birthday guys.
oo. max's birthday is on my lang arts EOYS LA. wth.
i really need to study.
bye.

rach shall pretend she is very happy over this and that nothing is wrong.
HAHAHAH. you amuse me dear (:

2005-09-30T20:29:00.000-07:00

lol. taken from ensoul too. haha. anyway. i am going to DIE for eoys. mark my word.

Gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single: yea
Screennames: kincheng
Birthdate: 11th feb
Age you act: uh. fourteen.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: lefty(:
Your family: uh. parents bro.
Pets: nope. ahh button is my darling!!
Addictions: ruanning shopping slacking blogging surfing msning ruanning
Languages spoken: english laa
Do you have a webpage: uh
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: uh. depends.
Do you have any secrets?: yea.
Do you like your handwriting?: ee. no.
Do you have any bad habits?: yup.
Can you sing?: haha. I WANT A BAND LA damnit. can eoys pass sooner??
Are you a loner?: uh no.
Are you passive or aggressive?: um.

Do you have a journal?: blog.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nah. dont think.
Do you think life has been good so far?: uh.
Do you think you are good looking?: triple no. wth sihui is laa.
Are you confident?: hah. no.

do you,
Read the newspaper?: yea
Pray?: not reall
Go to church?: nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: uh
Take walks in the rain?: yea
Talk to people even though you hate them?: lol. yea

would you or have you,
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: yea
Been in love?: faslkjf ldsj galk jgljljl
Gotten beaten up?: haha
Beaten someone up?: haha
Been picked on?: ha
Been on stage?: um yep
Pulled an all nighter?: yeaa
If yes, what is your record?: uh
Gone one day without food?: nope la
Talked on the phone all night?: aah. yes. [wen please shutup]
Had a dream that came true?: oo yes very freaky
Met a famous person?: uh
Had a nervous breakdown?: uh
Had a dream that kept coming back?: YES

believe in,
Life on other planets?: uh
Miracles: uh
Magic: would like to. but no. magic is too happy to be real.
Luck: haha no
Yin and yang (that good can't exist w/o bad): nah
Witches: nah
Possible to remain faithful forever: ahehe no
Do you wish on stars: erm generally not

Who are your best friends? : clique
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: er
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: uh
Newest?: huh
Shyest?: lol none
Funniest?: my whole clique is CHAO FUNNY (:
Sweetest?: lol chiewlin! act sweet larr eeyer(:
Closest?: uh
Weirdest?: me!
Smartest?: aah crap everybody except me la
Friends you miss being close to the most?: haha
Last person you talked to online?: kelvin
Who do you talk to most online?: wen? hyper girl(:
Who are you on the phone with most?: haha
Who do you trust most?: uh
Who listens to your problems?: UH. shut
Who do you fight most with?: parents
Who's the nicest?: all laa
Who's the most outgoing?: er rach! LOL. hows your guy analysis?? i wana see!
Who's the best singer?: me! HAHA. wen's worse la must play drums. HAHAHA.
Who's your second family?: haha!
Who's the loudest friend?: haha sipei!
Do your friends know you?: uh

who was the last person,
That you laughed at?: HAHA. laughing now at barney LOL. person? wen.
That laughed at you?: ehh dono
You went shopping with?: err
That broke your heart?: aah
To make you cry?: aah
That you thought about?: aah
You talked to on the phone?: some guy
You saw?: bro
You lost?: aah [you la you --]
What are you wearing right now?: shirt shorts
Body part you're touching right now?: not touching
What book are you reading?: um
What's on your mousepad?: i dont have a mousepad dude
Are you bored?: uh
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: yea someone who thinks i have a crush on him -.-
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you listening to music?: tv

1. Whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet? uh
2. What time do you go to bed? depends
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey? study lang arts aah ff
4. Who's the one you always meet the most? uh
5. What's the dominant colour of your wardrobe? umm
6. What's on your mind right now? LANG ARTS
7. Whose number on your speed dials? uh
8. What are you feeling now? tired dead tired dead dead dead
9. What movie do u wanna watch now? i want to DIE
10. When was the last time you went out? ytd
11. What do you hate the most for now? myself
12. When was the first time you slept alone? huh
13. What do you wanna do for now? die
14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home? I DONT KNOW. im gona screw lang arts
15. What could piss you off? bloody exams
16. Fave pet? dogs! BUTTON!! hahaha
17. Colors that make you happy? eep haha
18. Most fave thing in your room? my phone?
19. What was the last thing you bought for your room? dont rmb
20. Any instruments in your room? yep! my love(:
21. Do you cook? ahehe i cant cook la
22. Miss someone? yea
23. Plan to buy something? aah yes
24. Are you satisfied with your life now? no?
25.Do you like seafood? no
26. Breakfast or dinner? neither
27. What do you usually eat for breakfast? bread milk
28. Did you eat breakfast today? yea
29. Do you recycle? uh
30. Do you have a laptop? no i want one! haha
31. What's your favorite fast food? macs
32. Cats or dogs? dogs
33. Salty or sweet? sweet
34. City or country? depends
35. What's your favorite kind of jeans? hipsters but hey im getting fat fffreaks
36. Who last called you? some guy
37. Do you like sports? haha depends
38. Do you swear? yea
39. Would you ditch your friends for a date? huh no
40. Do you have your own cell phone? yeaa
41. Any tv serial that you're watching now? no
42. Ever had a crush on a teacher? SHUT UP i really mean it
43. Western or Eastern food? ?? haha
44. Sugar or spice? sugar
45. Can you use chopsticks? yea
46. Do you like to read for pleasure? mmhmm
47. What was the last thing you bought? ahh dono la photocopying card
48. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? yea duh
49. Get a job or ask your parents for money? ask
50. Is your dad strict? exam period yes
51. Do your parents give you enough privacy? uh
52. Do your parents trust you? uh
53. Would you trade places (in life) with your someone? HAHA. please. keep quiet.
54. Favourite month? uh
55. Do you make friends quickly? yea quite
56. Do you like hello kitty? no
57. Do you tell your mom everything? no
58. Do you and your parents fight? yea

i need to STUDY.
freakk.

2005-09-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

haha. jona is nice! sopa. HAHA. chiewlin is the slowest person in the world and someone gets horny over her!!! eeyer. im so jealous! HAHA. -.- played badminton today during pe until damn hot la. and stupid ite thing hanged my computer TWICE. had to redo. till so sick and tired just ignored it -.- someone ponned school -.- haha. so.. er chinese was fine today! haha. i am fat lar... SIGH. why am i so fat??? okay i need to shit now. wth. i really feel like telling sihui something but i cant cause she is going to think i am mad and i keep pestering her and telling her my xin1shi4 for no reason and i am really going to die soon i just hope she (someone else) doesnt to something silly because i am going to flip if she.. AAAAH. please no. reading a flicky book in the library with rach and chiewlin today! HAHAHA. so flicky(: OMG>PLEASE NO>SHE IS KILLING ME>MAYBE I SHOULD TALK TO SIHUI ABOUT THIS BUT SHE'LL THINK I AM CRAZY TO KEEP BOTHERING HER>AAH SHOOT>please.. this news is getting worse and worse for me. FUCHING HELL>im goosebumping. please help. how can she be so. JALKGJ WELKJT LKEAJLTKJELAT JLKEAJ TLEAWJLT JELK JTALKE JTLKEAJ LTKAEJLK TJELGK JREWLK JOIELKGMBSLK JTMFELK JG UGOIEaA FL hfldsajf lsg ldjlgajslj. i really really cannot stand this.
scram.
flicky book(: <3 clique! haha. (if she doesnt shut up, btw, my mood is going to get worse and worse. im changing the topic.) oo ya! scandals are OVER!!! YAYNESS> okay i think its over. cause.. haha okay i just think it is. no signs.. haha. lols!!! i <3 my clique!! (haiya shut up la) okay. haha. i think im going for dinnner now. haha. bye.
(SHUT UP)
plus. jielun is quite amusing i should say. lol. so is his tagboard. and cc is chio!! and crappy. but i love her! HAHA. ookays. miss co practices! haha. soon la. after freaking exams.. eeyer. haha. kay byee!!